Eenie, Meenie, Miney, Mo.

Changed.

2010-12-09T19:11:00.003+08:00

OH.

2010-10-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

I LOVE GDRAGON.
AND SEUNGHYUN!

i still love wooyoung most.

just remember you're th one who ended it.

Prelude.

2010-10-21T01:51:00.003+08:00

VALERIE, HAVE NOT FINISHED UPLOADING PICTURES. FASTER SEND ME.

went to qianhui's house today after school!
is totally comfortable and cold and comfy and warm and omg.
i want to go back there and sleeepppppppppppp.
yt and qh studying for olevels, somehow distraction was too often.
they said its peace when i stop talking so they can study. dam you LOL.

oh!

i was sleeping, then i was playing 2PM "Even if you leave me" on vol 1
qh: eh, did you hear that?
yt: i thought it was a whistle?
qh: no? its a song? dunno from where.
yt: -scared-

something like that. LOL.

and they say what they studied in complete silence,
but everytime they talked, i would toss and turn.
and once they were talking about me and i totally sit up and stare at them.
then fall back asleep.

BUT THING IS I DON REMEMBER IT !!!! wtf hai. its scary.

should i go school tmr? lol. okay bye.

Most Popular Asian Singer

2010-10-19T18:36:00.005+08:00

2PM awarded ‘Most Popular Asian Singer’ at MMH 2010

2PM was granted the “Most Popular Asian Singer” award at the
Mandarin Music Honors 2010 in China.

The boys attended the grand event on the 18th at Wukesong Arena;
it was the tenth annual MMH, and was broadcasted on MTV and CCTV in China.

Previously, Rain, Jang Nara, and Shin Seung Hoon have each taken home
the “Year’s Best Korean Singer” award, but this is the first time a Korean artist
has ever won the “Most Popular Asian Singer” award.

To the delight of fans, boys performed “Heartbeat” and their new hit, “I’ll Be Back.”

2PM shared, “We are so happy to be at one of Asia’s biggest music award shows as
Korea’s representative; we wanted to perform for all our Asian fans.
We also won this award! We would appreciate more love and support in the future.”

cr:allkpop. photocr: swy

omg, mad happy.
seriously its a great achievement.
2PM, fighting.

SHUFFLE.

2010-10-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG :DDDDDDDD

THE DANCE IS FUCKING HARD CAN.
I REALLY CANT DO THE SHUFFLE.
AND SOME OTHER STEPS.

WOOYOUNG TEACH ME PLEASE ~

T_T

2010-10-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

:(((((

TT

this is overdramatic but i fucking cried when wooyoung kissed th girl. on th forehead.
even before i watch th video i start crying already. okay wtf i think im mad can.
but seriously its like. FUCK. WALAO TT dam it. z.

valerie beside me is not helping at all .
no you not useless. i love you too.

just that i love wooyoung more lol.

I'll be back.

2010-10-12T16:18:00.001+08:00

I'll be back.

i swear i feel like crying when i see and watch this, because, because.
2pm is finally back.

ANTICIPATING.

2010-10-09T14:36:00.003+08:00

omg, i love 2pm. i love 2pm so much. i love 2pm so fucking, fucking much.
that time in school, using my ipod, i just screamed like crazy when i saw 2pm Still 2:00PM teaser.
now, at home, i still scream like crazy seeing 2PM I'll be back teaser.
this is crazy, madness, hotness, fucking amazing.

I'll be back.

Still 2:00PM fuck awesome choreography.

I cant wait.

D-DAY ; 02:00:00

2010-10-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

wanted to blog about this earlier but was studying bio. omg, im such a studious geek.
i cant wait, i literally screamed in excitement until my family slammed th door. lol.
whatever, i cant wait!!

Sacrifice.

2010-10-04T02:42:00.005+08:00

Compo, dunno written when, probably last month.
trying a new style of writing, informal and to you, evoking more personal feelings.
from first person to first person. direct.

hmm. this kind of writing is interesting,
though for year's ends im just gonna stick to how i always used to write.
from third person to third person. yeah.

TITLE : Sacrifice. (fyi IM NEVER GG WRITE th dunno what non fiction one
like "what do you think of school uniforms vs home clothes JUST GO AND DIE ALREADY)

Sacrificing yourself for someone else.
I never thought that it would be so painful, so tormenting.
It was like living in hell, except that i had created it and jumped into it myself.

How dumb, how foolish i was.
Hey, but you know what?
The most intense pain I had ever felt, was caused by you.

"Don't be foolish!"

Your voice rang out in the silence of my room as you snatched my penknife away from me.
I just sat there glassy-eyed while you angrily ranted away at me.

Hey, you knew that I wasn't really listening to you, right?
You knew I was just staring at my wrist, filled with scars,
aching to take that penknife and etch more, hurt more, suffer more.

Am I a sadist?
Again and again, you have persuaded me to stop cutting myself.
Over and over again, you have throw my penknife away.

It never worked.
I would always come to school with fresh scars while you would nag and scold me about it.

No, I'm not a sadist.
It's just that while i physically cut myself, somehow, in a strange way, my mental pain lessens.
It's as do I'm punishing myself for the wrong things i had done,
and i always feel much better after seeing the blood spill out of the wound.

"Enough!"

Your abrupt scream shook me out of my trance.
I looked up, only to see you putting the penknife to your wrist.
W-what? My mind was unable to comprehend the scene unfolding in front of me.

You, with your optimistic nature.
You, with a permanent smile etched on your face.
You, always encouraging me, consoling me, now..

..with a penknife?

Without thinking, I jumped up and lunged at you, trying to snatch the penknife away.

It was too late.

I felt as though all the air was sucked out of me, as if i would die.
Looking at the warm blood dripping off your hand,
i really wished i could die right there and then.

Hot, warm tears rolled down my cheeks for the very first time as i crumbled senselessly to the ground.
I buried my face in my hands.

What have I done?
Am I a monster?
I really hated myself then, for causing you misery, pain, and sadness.

A soft thud sounded in the air.
I looked up, expecting to see you punching the wall like you always do when you're frustrated.
Instead, I looked up only to see you lying on the ground. In a pool of blood.

Unmoving.

Immobile.

No..

I slowly crept up to you.
Holding my breathe, i tentatively put my fingers to your throat.
It was the very first time I had ever touched someone.

You felt so warm, so alive, so, so you, but your heart.

your heart .. is no longer beating.

Tears once again spilled out as i sat in shock,
and this time, it was uncontrollable.

Glancing at the penknife in front of me, I slowly, carefully,m put it to my wrist.

One.
Two.
Three.

More, each time deeper than the last.
Deeper than I had ever gone before.
The intense pain i thought would come never did.
All that came was relief, relief of finally attaining release.

As my vision started to blur, I crawled nearer to your lifeless body and cradled nearer to you.
The sun had just started rising, and it cast such a nice glow on the room.
The mild heat felt good as i nestled beside your already cold body.
The impending darkness washed over me and before, before i succumbed to it, i had to say this.

Hey Drake .. I love you.

-END-

weird lei! haiya just go back to normal style la.
btw mszhang was like, this is so difficult to mark i dunno how to mark this
you are the first to write like this KAIXIN !! make it easier for me to mark.

wth LOL.

yes i am narcissistic i love my compo.

Just backtrack more, take your time.

2010-09-29T01:31:00.004+08:00

i really wish 2pm wouldnt comeback in september with competition like
bigbang, shinee, 2am, beast, miss a. seriously fuck omg, im scared.
i know last year they came out with "HEARTBEAT" together with all the dam popular songs
like shinee "ringdingdong", ss501 "love like this", t-ara "bopeepbopeep' & ttl,
mblaq, ui, jyp, ukiss "manmanhani", f(x) "chu", afterschool "because of you", beast "mystery".

omg its like they still managed to clinch mutizen and like five thousand other awards
and mama best group and best artist of the year. omg wooyoung totally cried, i was like omg .....
but seriously i cant believe, im scared, i dont want them to get disheartened at the antis.

what if 2pm totally get pushed away by all the other bands? omg, i think i will cry.
im scared they wont come out with such a popular song like their previous.
its always so difficult to surmount the obstacles which especially is your previous success.
i support 2PM from the bottom of my heart , i wish the world would stop for their comeback.

i am crazy.

but seriously there is a group on antis plotting to support just another random group
and buy their album in bulk so that 2PM wont win. oh, they are also trying to get fans to boycott.
thanks alot, somemore its all over the fucking international forum.

fuck anti-hottest. im so fustrated.

ohyah i love wooyoung. saranghae.

serious shit.

2010-09-25T07:50:00.004+08:00

okay fuck. i offically lost almost all my songs except for 2pm cus i had separately backed them up in another folder plus thumbdrive plus on another computer. omg wtf my direngrey and sug and playlists and all my other songs fuck, total fuck. and my playcount wtf. i feel like crying and throwing a tantrum but like it will fucking help.

Exasperating.

2010-09-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

im so irritated. why do i have to think and think and think about it constantly,
when you dont even fucking care. like seriously, you dont care.
i dont know why i care enough to let it affect my mood and my thoughts.
forget it, just forget about it. i hate this, really, hate this.
because i can just think and think and think again and again while you nonchalantly ignores.
even if i think somemore, nothing will change, so i dont want to ponder anymore.
the more i try not to the more it all rush over me. hate it.

today physics lesson mr ng forced me to teach some uncooperative people
how to dance Heartbeat. seriously they dont know how to appreciate.

PICTURES OVERFLOW.

2010-09-23T04:26:00.007+08:00

EDIT// clicking enabled. seriously tanyeetheng i hate you i spent so long fixing th links.

omg wtf wtf wtf!!!! at qianhui's face.

yt: omg this picture i dam cute post lei post lei!

45 angle, slant a bit, dont take face, must see end of ponytail, bla.

fugitive sleeping.

fugitive woken up.

fugitive stunned by sudden camera.

fugitive hiding from camera.

end.

im th first to blog th pictures okay, so tanyeetheng and limqianhui cant say im th slowest.
woke at 4plus by a phone call, unable to sleep after that so just went and prepare.
made some plans, cancelled some plans, and continued with some plans.
waited 198 dam long, and went to find three sluts at benten cafe.

honestly, th baked rice tasted so nice at th first bite. after that it went downhill, idk why.
took a long time eating and left nearly half of it untouched,
and spent a long time paying also. maths fail, thats why.
finally went to town after 598382937 years of not going out.

olevels totally suck.

stupid conversations which prove that you have not gone out for too long.

qh: eh dhoby ghaut already lets get off!
kx: huh, you want to go dhoby ghaut for?
qh: we going town what!
yt: huh? town at orchard?
qh: huh? oh. OH.

wtf.

*going up th escalator of orchard mrt*
tsb: HUH WHERE ARE WE?
kx: orchard la.
tsb: HUH THIS IS ORCHARD MEH? GOT GO WRONG PLACE ANOT?

wtf x100000000000.

finally reached fareast, feel so happy ! LOL srsly dam long never go already.

so tyt and qh bought th same clothes like again, just that its different color, but white>navyblue,
and we realised that sb's fashion sense totally disappear due to overstudying.
seriously she took this blue polka dotted shirt and was like, eh nice lei! and even went t try.

omgwtftothemax.

basically the whole day we were laughing at her fashion sense HAHAHHA omg LOL.
and th whole day she was complaining, "walao i never buy any clothes lei! help me find lei!
i want to buy something! omg i need to buy clothes ~ " and so on.
keep pestering us to help her find clothes lol wtf, she cant trust her own taste thats why.

*in a shop*
sb: okay i think i buy this. *gives to cashier* can use nets?
cashier: no, cant, we close th nets already.
sb: oh, eh you all got cash?
qh: *gives money*
yt: *gives money* eh, dont have already. kx you got?
kx: yah, need how much?
qh: er, two dollars.
kx: okay, *find money*
yt: *whisper* eh, siewbee dont want to buy already. say you dont have money.
kx: huh? siao so fast, i thought she just now want to buy only.
yt: yah aiya she always like that one.
kx: huh, er okay. ER siewbee i got no money lei, you ask if can go withdraw then take?
sb: er
cashier: *irritated* nvm i try to open for you.

and in the end she bought it. LOL.

on mrt she was like,
sb: walao wo jing tian zhi mai yi tiao bu. (cloth)

okay and th rest of the day was spent shopping ~
and taking pictures!
omg, and looking at sb's old picture HAHAHAHA.

thinking of th picture with sb holding a torch light to her mouth makes me want to laugh.

okay, firstly i post dam fast,
secondly TANYEETHENG STOP CORRECTING MY XUE XIE GO DIE,
thirdly GO OUT SOON AGAIN though its like impossible, esp for sb.

k bye.

Tired of Waiting.

2010-09-21T22:02:00.001+08:00

Im so sick of everything everything everything and i dont know why.
maybe its because everyone everyone everyone is studying and im like.
im really like, i dont even know what to say.
exam is coming and i feel like i dont fucking care.

i wish there is a button you can press to disconnect yourself from the world.
i will just sleep forever.

Have you ever felt Inferior.

2010-09-20T04:10:00.002+08:00

I need to start studying. eoy is coming. i need to study. eoy is coming.
people study to get good results, i study to avoid retainment and get to sec4.
kx, horrible! five f9s is seriously idk what to say to myself.

I SWEAR TO START STUDYING.

Stuffed silence.

2010-09-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

I miss going out with sluts like tanyeetheng limqianhui and tansiewbee. hai, why are you all born in 1994.

afghhigcfdsfgkjn;oyitg

2010-09-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

FUCK STARHUB.

TERROR FATIGUE HOMESICK.

2010-09-13T05:26:00.004+08:00

DREADING SCHOOL. SICK OF BUSES. TIRED OF MORNINGS. WANT TO SLEEP!!

I swear this won't change, i swear.

2010-09-13T03:13:00.003+08:00

"That we'll last forever like this...
This won't ever change... I hope.
Love you, precious Hottest ♡"
-Wooyoung

I LOVE YOU.
please have hope in your hottest, not all have abandoned 2PM cus of jaebum.
many hottest still love you, so just ignore all the haters. 2PM, hwaiting.

Even if time passes.

2010-09-11T05:29:00.002+08:00

2009

2010

I hope you know that i love you and hate you too.

i hate it when you dont answer my calls,
and then send me a text message saying "CALL YOU LATER LOVE YOU",
but obviously i will never receive a call back. I really hate it.

but you know, im used to it.

always when you promise to call back, i will think,
ah, this means she wont call me. but you know, its okay. you know why?

because i dont think i had ever been on time when we go out, excluding primary sch / sec 1,
you always had to wait wait wait for me, and that time you even came to my house!
i can still remember the exact scenario.

vmsm calling.
vmsm: hello?
me: yah? *half asleep*
vmsm: ehh, i outside you house.
me: HUH!?!??!

honestly that was like one of my nightmare come true, but then because its you,
its okay. since you have already seen how i look like typing two plaits and wearing
round metal specs, it doesnt matter since you know im naturally cute.

i swear, you are my most treasured, cherished, important friend in my whole life.
only with you i can be crazy, grab your arm and walk, hug you, tell you everything,
bad mouth people without feeling that you'll think bad about me,
and tell you what i really feel without worrying that you'll judge me.

but then, coming to my house to wake me up is not a big achievement!

to think of th past, i did much more okay.
i still remember there was this time you had cca or chinese remedial or something,
then i just sat at the chairs near the front gate and waited for you. do you know how long it was?
ehh, it was 3 hours plus. i remember it because i nearly died waiting.

and going to the playground near your house everyday after school.
do you remember? there was once, we were just talking, and there was this bee.
cus it flew near me, i screamed and ran away. do you remember what you said?

you said, omg kaixin that is the first time ive ever heard you scream, and laughed like crazy.
honestly, i felt so amused. i didnt know that a scream could make someone so happy.
was that really the first time you've heard me scream though?

at the playground, we would sit there and talk, take pictures.
you know, i remember little kids and small dogs that came around last time.
they were so cute, we used to go crazy over them. hey, remember?

sitting at the shelter near the playground, we would talk about heartfelt stuff.
you know, about this certain milk brand, and also how to add hearts.
also about this handsome salt too.

do you remember trying to cry? we tried to cry, just for fun.
now even if i try, i cant, contacts somehow make it difficult to cry.
maybe if you tell me that youre moving to boonlay i will cry of joy, but anyway.

yes and recording the video, reading your blogpost made me laugh,
i totally remember, even as im typing this post im smiling,
its honestly such a such a such a very nice memory of two crazy people.
i wonder what would we feel if we saw two primary school girls doing that now?

going to your house everyday after school, at th staircase, its not even your house,
its your auntie, and i remember that you dislike her.

eating nachos, instant noodles, th time i went to 711 myself, bought two cups of instant noodles,
filled it with hot water, walked back to your house, half way you called me,
and i scalded my hand while waiting for the green light to cross the road.

why was i so foolish? but still, i dont regret it.

eating instant noodles and throwing the cups down the staircase.
this is not good, if a police read this he would fine me for littering.
oh, and taking pictures! do you remember taking pictures?

trying to take picture that look like we 'kiss', im nearer to th camera,
you furthur from the camera, haha. i can totally remember.
and pictures of you jumping up and down, pictures of you eating.
i wish my computer's harddisk did not crash and i still have those photos, but its all gone.

how about going even furthur back.
when you still used to stay at summerdale, and i went your house.
just sitting at your house, talking.
hey, what does cumsumhamidai means again? yes, i still remember.

talking on the phone all night long, and writing letters to each other.
do you know i still keep the letters you wrote to me?
when i read them, its so funny. all the old times.

and th time we arranged to go out together, and when we met at suntec,
i was wearing a 'I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND' tee.
you were wearing a 'I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND' tee.
it was not prearranged at all, just a coincidence, but we laughed like mad.

at suntec, throwing stones over the water, trying to skip stones.
i wonder why as i am typing so many memories come back.
playing drums at th arcade. DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION.

do you still remember golden lies? classic.

AND THE PERVERTED BOOK YOU READ AT KINOKUNIYA YOU PERVERT.

just want to say, i really love you.
if one day i ever stop talking to you, please kill me and stab me because
how could i be such an idiot to stop loving someone so retarded.
come find me at my house then.

With love,
your best friend.

Being late is a symptom of over-sleeping.

2010-09-10T23:50:00.001+08:00

I wish time stood still and wait for me instead of just rushing pass silently without informing.

What if the world was monochrome.

2010-09-10T00:49:00.007+08:00

i need to shop. looking at how tyt, limqianhui and tansiewbee are like recently,
i honestly dont wish to proceed to next year.

its scary.

IM ROTTING OVER HERE.

Everyone makes mistakes.

2010-09-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

i feel so dizzy all of a sudden while reading my old posts, this blog & th private one.
posts about that someone, fucking disgusting.
i hate him to the core now, how could i have been so stupid and foolish.
if now i see him, i'll just turn around and walk away.

fuck myself. i want to puke, honestly, at all i used to feel and do.
how could i have been such a fucker.

Amazing.

2010-09-09T18:55:00.007+08:00

2PM fans create jumbotron ad for 2-year anniversary

In celebration of 2PM’s 2-year anniversary since their debut, fans have created a rather
impressive ad. Members of Wooyoung’s largest fan club paid for the ad to appear on a
jumbotron screen on the Samseong-dong COEX building in Seoul. The ad was ordered to
appear at least 100 times a day from September 3rd to the 10th.

Korean fans are known to celebrate idol birthdays and other celebrations through bus and
newspaper ads as well as by donating in the star’s name to charity. However, this is apparently
the first time a fan club has ordered an ad on a jumbotron screen. The COEX building is a very
popular location for shoppers, and is located in Seoul’s Kangnam district, known for its expensive
housing.

The fan club stated, “Because 2PM and 2PM fans have gone through so much recently,
we wanted to show our loyalty and love in a more unique way. That’s why we opted
to place our ad on a jumbotron rather than a newspaper or bus.”

The same fan club is also reported to have donated 510 kg (1,124 lbs) of rice to a charity in
Pusan, Wooyoung’s hometown, in celebration of 2PM’s first concert this past August. They
stated, “We plan on doing good works in the future as well, and not just things that will
benefit 2PM solely.”

Though it’s normal for various fan clubs to attempt to “out-fan” each other,
this recent show of dedication will probably be difficult to beat.

cr:allkpop

yeah i bet the fanclub is Woogle, its amazing.
2PM, Jang Wooyoung, hwaiting. Love you guys.

Splendor insurmontable.

2010-09-09T05:04:00.015+08:00

JAPAN > KOREA

because Japan is the most beautiful country in the whole world,
and the Japanese language is the gentlest soundest language ever,
as Japanese Fashion is the leading trend in the world,
yeah, and because who the hell in th world hadnt heard of Sony.

because japanese models are more sought after than korea models,
because only japanese have Jrock,
because animes only exist in japan, imagine a world w/o anime omg i would die, KANDA!,
talking about games, how about nitendo ds, gameboy, psp, FINAL FANTASY!
omg and my shadow hearts and dynasty warriors and all GAMES!,
because Jpop & Jrock has such HOT guys,
because japanese's features are better than koreans, just compare th guys, YAMAPI !!!!,

and because i love Japan. yay.

lastly,

Wooyoung > Japan.
(yes i know i fucking contradict myself but th comments HERE just made me fuckedup)

Obsessions.

2010-09-08T08:25:00.005+08:00

WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.
WOOYOUNG IS MINE.

okay. wtf.

Splash of monochrome.

2010-09-07T02:19:00.005+08:00

i really love working.
i think im one of those weird people that everyone shys away from,
but anyway, working is really fun when th people around are nice.

i was late for work, again.
but anyway, i just silently slipped in and my colleagues were like,
hey you're early, or oh you came today?, and yo good morning. LOL.

tiring and busy, but not as hectic as th first and second time.
or isit just because im already used to th hustle and bustle?
but i still prefer my previous colleagues, aw.

lets see.

derrick, hes this guy who seriously look like a gangster. im not joking,
if i see him on th street, i wouldnt even dare to talk to him.
its like he will murder you if you even try to touch him. LOL.

eileen, omg shes really short! shes even shorter than siewbee,
shes around 130plus i think. but shes really pretty! shes derrick's gf.

ant, at least i think thats how to spell her name, shes around 30plus?
shes nice, just like a motherly auntie, and she tries to take care of us. haha.

gavin, i still keep in contact with him, i guess thats what facebook is for.
hmm, hes at th counter always with a gloomy look on his face. LOL.

eugene(2), he doesnt want to tell me his name! keep saying he is zann,
but hes not, and i called him zann for th whole time i worked there, wth.

yujie, his position is just beside me, but hes really irritating, little kid, hhaha.
hes younger than me, so hes childish, hai. just like his friend kian ann.

ricky and darren?, ricky's th one without wearing specs! actually idk if its ricky,
or sehchong, or frank, or whatever name that they keep saying but its not true.
anyway, they are jinghan's friend!!! HAHAHA. im so happy, but they are so,
how to say, adult? like, obviously they are quite mature. like, i feel so weird around.

generation gap, HAHA.

oh yah there was this time when we have dinner break, then its my turn,
so i took th dinner and went staircase to eat, but halfway there
th guy working at th booth beside us was like, eh i dam hungry can let me eat?

since i thought he was joking, i like hold my dinner up to him then he just took it
and ate it. omg wtf i was stunned, i dint expect him to really take it.
afterwards he gave me a hotdog bun in return for my dinner wtf.
i told my colleague and asked him whether it was worth it and he was like, hell no. haha wtf.

anyway since its th last day, we have to do packing like always, and its always fun.
really, when i was packing, i could only think of one person.
but obviously its impossible. i think i will always remember only one thing during packing.
valerie, you know right? do you know who im thinking of? HAHA.

anyway during packing, jinhan came!
omg, i totally screamed and jumped. okay wtf, but im not joking.
im really really really really really really really x10000 happy to see him!
omg, i think that was th happiest time i had while working this time round.

i was taping th boxes, then i turned around and i saw him and i was like,
OMG OMG AHH EH JINHAN!!!!! his hair grew longer! and became brown!
anyway after being abit crazy i turned around and saw a girl.

omg i was like, omg OMG is that your gf im so sorry i dint mean it sorry,
but he said no, just a friend. anyway people always like to use that excuse,
so i really dont know if thats his gf? but dam paiseh cus i scared she misunderstand.

siao hes older than me by dk how much and i already have my wooyoung. erhem.

anyway i took less 20 from my boss cus i feel guilty for being late,
my colleagues were like are you crazy? when they saw what i did.
but i think its okay. anyway one of th major reasons i want to work is cus i like it.

okay i conclude that i love my work, and i look forward to next it fair!
i hope i would see jinhan, william, eugene, fruit seller, akai.
jane said theres one near end of year but im not sure.
omg i just remembered that end of year i have exams. nvm, see first.

AND i feel so irritated over that one thing now!
walao, i think i will just ignore and forget about it since theres no other choice?
hai, i wish i didnt. but then constantly thinking about it wouldnt solve it either.

abrupt end.

Dear slut.

2010-09-06T04:06:00.011+08:00

to tyt - i purposely didnt put your name there to see if you would say anything.
as predicted, that cheapskate bimbo said something on her blog. haha, slut.

thanks for queuing with me and go and die what i can queue any time of th day HAHA,
who i always drag with me to th front of th crowd so that we will always end up
infront even when we were behind, yes im thanking myself,
anyway im so happy that we went to queue because otherwise we wouldnt
have understood wtf was going on, and also if she didnt go i wouldnt have went alone,
and i also wouldnt have understood what th person was saying if she didnt explain it to me.

thanks for being a ukiss fan because you forced me to go t th ukiss fanmeet
and because of that, we were able to meet th girls who in turn helped us
buy th concert tickets! omg, so dam happy.

thanks for lending me a plaster otherwise i would have just sat in th taxi and
sat back to boonlay.

finally and most importantly!!,

THANKS FOR PLAYING FT ISLAND
'I HOPE' IN KBOX BECAUSE THAT IS HOW
I GREW TO LOVE FT ISLAND.

BARAE!

Thankyou.

2010-09-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

cat 1 standing pit A.
i love you all.

samuel you are so good to even call me and help me
when you dont even need to because i cant help you.
but you still keep trying to help even at th expense of getting
scolded by the security guard and really thanks alot!! seohyun rocks.

girl with brown bangs im so happy to know you because you
looked at me and asked me, 'are you wooyoung's gf?' (YES I AM)

and im so thankful that you asked the yellowshirt smileyface girl
to help us buy the tickets when you saw us loitering in billabong.

girl with black specs im glad i know you because you asked me
if we needed tickets and tried to help us get tickets too!

yellow shirt smiley face girl i am so grateful to you because you
helped us buy the tickets. you also helped us in ukiss fanmeet position.
omg, and we also saw you in shengsiong show & sundown festival & fanmeet.

suspicious guy who disbelieved us im also thankful to you because even though
you were scared of getting scammed, you still lent money for tyt sis!
thanks alot, and in the end of course we returned him th money.

TAXI DRIVER who drove us to 313 thanks alot because i waited dam long
and even stubbed my toe which bleeded like fuck and you just happened to
drive by and i could get into the taxi and im so happy.

SECURITY GUARD outside 313 who kept giving us useful information
and keep treating us nicely while shouting at other people, thanks!

SECURITY GUARD outside hmv who told us that a iphone was found
and taken to th lost & found counter, thanks for making us worry less.

KIND SOUL who took tyt phone and returned it instead of keeping it for
himself/herself, thanks because you really saved us from alot of tears
and mixed joy/sadness/happiness/misery !!

who else?

idk, but BIG THANKS TO SAMUEL who has his gf&him as wallpaper on his phone,
and th girls who we ALWAYS see at EVERY kpop event LOL.

i know yesterday i said i hate singaporeans,
but after thinking of it,
i should say just some/most.

with kind hearted people like all the above,
how can i even say that out loud? its totally contradicting.

including some more people i know, they're really nice.

e.g. people at my workplace.

i really like th people at my workplace from th bottom of my heart,
i swear i like them more after spending a full whole few days with them
then more than half my class after spending more than 3quarters of th year with them.

first time i worked.

EUGENE. hes really, really, REALLY NICE. omg, how can someone be so nice.
and he is so short but he is like twentyplus and HAHAHA I AM TALLER.

DAMIEN, hes th one who i talked to most in my work since hes just beside me.
hes really funny, IOMEGA! and also he helped me buy starbucks vanilla latte!

chris who teach me everything and answered my endless tirade of questions,
jane who always answer all my queries on prices products and on and on,
girl who work beside me who shared th hard work together,
th boss and his wife who is seriously kind and good to me.
reilong, basically hes just a pervert HAHAHA.

AKAI. hes really cute and he keep entertaining me when i was bored,
and motivating me when i feel really dam tired.
the akai fruit seller who keep giving me sweets and tibits to eat!!! and entertain!

i really, really, totally enjoyed working.

second time i worked.

WILLIAM. hes a total man. no joke, hes really what i would call, omg hes so man.
then hes so daring, omg, hes not scared of climbing th ladder at all.
even without support, he totally just lean it against th wall and climb.

QINGHAN. real name jinhan. qinghan was what i originally thought was his name,
then he was so opposed against it that i just called him qinghan. hes, th, tallest, guy,
ive, ever, seen, in, my, whole, life. somemore hes not tall and lanky.
hes tall and muscular. omg, he can reach th roof without even tiptoeing.

guy with big eyes. I CANT REMEMBER YOUR NAME!
but i remember he really looks cute! with big eyes. don wear specs!

eliz, oh, i really find her very pretty. honestly, its not even like slut kind pretty,
its like innocent and pretty with minimal makeup.

another girl, she has long brown hair and shes also nice. and michelle too is nice!
omg its like everyone is nice, no bitching around.
i suppose its because everyone's adults, its really a nice environment.

ZANN! and one more guy! I FORGOT THEIR NAMES.
I RMBR THEM CUS THEY LOOK LIKE 20 BUT IS ACTUALLY 40 PLUS
WITH WIFES AND TWO KIDS OMG DUNNO HOW THEY BAO YANG.

i really love working then, its like. everyday is a piece of good memory.

third time i worked.

its actually just this time round, so i cant for sure say yet.
all i know is there is this dk who? beside me, forgot his name.
and gavin. and derrick that paikia, eileen his gf,
2 of qinghan's friend means more generation gap,
and one more girl i forgot who.

so far, its okay. i still prefer my old colleagues.
namely, william qinghan eugene eliz damien akai and th girls i forgot th names!
however, in life we can never get what we want,
so im happy for th memories.

thanks, really, thanks.

THIS IS WHY I HATE SINGAPOREANS.

2010-09-04T03:36:00.003+08:00

I FUCKING HATE SINGAPOREANS.

seriously, looking at the facebook page, PROOF & HMV,
theres thousands of people complaining and complaining,
whining and whining and whining and whining.
please just shut th fuck up, esp students who complain and complain.

calling hmv a poor organiser, calling proof label a horrible organiser,
scolding the queue system, scolding the information,
berating the ticket prices, blahblah.

PLEASE, JUST STFU.

i really cant stand it, whats th fucking problem with overnight queuing & 10 tickets.

it is so common to queue overnight for kpop idol events,
just take a look at ukiss fanmeet, shengsiong show, sundown fest, 2am meet.
please, all these is so common and everyone is like,
'walao fuck la, maiiii parrennnts dunnchhxz leet miieee quu3ue oveernightsxx!
change to to 93000 larhhhs knncb' and whatever shit lianbeng language.

if you cant queue overnight, thats your own fucking problem.
it is a NORM for fans to queue overnight for events,
even days before the actual event. so what are people complaining for?
whining, you think the world fucking revolves around you?

buying ten tickets. i don see whats th big deal about it.
you have friends, other people doesnt have friends?
just because you dont have friends willing to queue early and buy tickets for you,
you are insatisfied with th people buying tickets for their friends.

yeah right, i totally believe you wouldnt want someone to buy th tickets for you
as well just so that you wouldnt have to queue.
if you dont want others to take advantage of the 10tickets system,
go and freaking queue? if not, just shutup and fuck off.

so many SINGAPOREANS whining esp STUDENTS esp LIAN BENG & KIDS.
JUST FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE , wtf.

all of you should feel honored that prooflabel is bringing all th artists to singapore
instead of whining 'wtfknnbcbkbkp' blah blah. do you know how rare it is?
or are all of you perhaps saying that you would rather spend MORE money
to buy a plane ticket to fly to korea and THEN BUY another ticket to another concert?

FYI, korean fans queue WEEKS before th actual event. yeah, eat it.

you should appreciate the effort instead of whining and scolding hokkien vulgars
at the people who are trying to bring your fave artistes into singapore.

ah just fuck off.

Quibbles.

2010-08-30T04:15:00.004+08:00

UNFORUNATELY I AM UNABLE TO UPLOAD PICTURES.

SE7EN.

2010-08-29T11:49:00.005+08:00

I LIKE SE7EN.

i know i dont think ive ever talked about se7en before,
but since th very first time i watch 'better together' on musicbank, ive liked him.
i seriously think better together is such a nice song, and hes a great dancer,
but whenever i tell other people i like se7en, people would be like,
roll their eyes and such, or just totally, huh, he sucks.

fuckers.

the reason i say this, is because when i ask them,
huh you dislike se7en? have you even heard his songs before?
they will be like, oh, never, but i dont like him. / i dont even know how he look like.

please, just fuck off.
i hate people giving comments about celebrities they never even heard anything about.
its like imagine telling your friend like, hey you know my boyf?
then your friend reply like, oh, he sucks. btw, whos that?

total wtf.
seriously do you know se7en is considered like th best dancer ahem besides rain out there.
he has won more awards than what your idols
will ever fucking win in their lifetime.
yeah, thats what i feel like shouting at the people who diss him, but anyway, forget it.

disillusioned people will always not care about things besides their own.

grrr.

BUT I REALLY HATE IT !!

-simmer in rage-

/edit

NARSHA PLEASE GO BACK TO BROWN EYED GIRLS AND STOP YOUR SOLO DEBUT.
YOU ARE REALLY AWESOME AND PRETTY, BUT,
I AM SERIOUSLY IN SHOCK FROM YOUR MAMMIAMIA MV&SONG.

LHK,SSH,JH,MH,JJ.

2010-08-29T09:15:00.002+08:00

I LOVE FT ISLAND I LOVE FT ISLAND I LOVE FT ISLAND
OMG I LOVE LEE HONGKI SONG SEUNGHYUN JONGHYUN
MINHWAN JAEJIN HOW COULD I FOR ONE MINUTE CONSIDER
NOT GOING TH CONCERT NOW I SWEAR I AM GOING. !

okay but im srsly disappointed with th rest of th bands.
bigbang is okay, since i really like lies! but i don think gdragon will have solo perf.
hai. means hes not gg sing hb, or breathe, and theres no wedding dress either.

-disappointment-

okay totally not interested in th rest.

Facts.

2010-08-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

lee junho, why are you such an attention seeker.
sometimes i feel so disgusted, but still.
i dont think anyone else in 2PM longs for as much air time as you.
or try to do funny things just to get more time on screen.
seriously, what are you doing.

Puppets.

2010-08-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

FT ISLAND.
Omg, seunghyun sings so much, im contented.
the puppet is fucking sick, its cool and omg, totally nice.
hongki voice is amazing, im repeating the song over and over.
LOVE LOVE LOVE.

SO CUTE.

2010-08-26T22:34:00.007+08:00

On August 22nd, the members of 2PM got together with their manager, Sun Jinchul,
to upload a series of photos onto their Twitter accounts. In these photos, the members
of 2PM have disappeared, leaving only their clothes behind.

First to upload was Taecyeon. He posted, “Looking for the missing Junsu!
He just left his clothes and exited the hotel room!”

Soon after, Junsu posted, “Looking for the missing Taecyeon!
He just left his clothes and exited the hotel room!"

Next, Nichkhun posted, “Looking for the missing Junsu-hyung and Taecyeon-hyung!
They just left their clothes and exited the hotel room!”

Then, Chansung followed, “Looking for the missing Junsu-hyung, Taecyeon-hyung, and Nichkhun-hyung! They just left their clothes and exited the hotel room!”

Next up was Junho, who said, “Looking for the missing Junsu-hyung, Taecyeon-hyung, Nichkhun-hyung, and Chansung! They just left their clothes and exited the hotel room!”

Finishing off was their manager, who posted, “Looking for the missing Junsu, Taecyeon, Nichkhun, Chansung, Junho!” and “Wooyoung take off your clothes too… To be continued…”

Fans commented on these clever photos saying, “haha i get it now good idea mates loving it,” “haha i love ur creativity!!<3, and, “lol the ‘missing’ member’s plan…operation take-wooyoung-with-us.”

cr:allkpop

Usotsuki.

2010-08-22T07:26:00.001+08:00

reminding myself to post about watching liar game today lest i forget.
fyi it was fucking nice.

Happy18th!

2010-08-21T00:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SONG SEUNGHYUN ♡

송승현, i didnt forget how to write your name.
happy 18th birthday! really anticipating beautiful journey.

Mubank, 100820.

2010-08-20T18:11:00.004+08:00

Watched MusicBank!
love watching it on tv cus its fucking clear !!

Navi - Listen to the End
Sung Eun – What Are you Gonna Do With My Love
this song is nice, anyway its a ballad.

Black List – Stop
JQT – No Need To Know
I LOVE THIS SONG, current blogsong!

Nine Muses – No Playboy
their singing totally sucks. omg, seriously!

Seo In Guk – My Baby
Bobby Kim – Loner
Supernova – On Days That I Missed You
SUPERNOVA! okay, i really like them since ttl.

Hong JinYoung – My Love
Jang YoonJung – Olleh
Rainbow – A
reminds of somewhat of snsd, but anw some rainbow members srsly pretty.
btw, A IS SUCH A NICE SONG lol. a, ohohohohohohoh, oooh ~ just A ~

Hwanhee – While Doing
Homme – I Was Able To Eat Well
CHANGMIN.

Jo SungMo – I’m Going To Cheat
Son DamBi – Queen
DJ wakeup, wakeup, wakeup, wakewakeup, wake up ~

Se7en – Better Together
cus i know we better together ~

DJ DOC – I’m This Person
Comeback stage - Eru
Secret – Madonna
SHINee – Lucifer
i called limqianhui and she screamed while walking home LOL HAHAHA.

BoA – Hurricane Venus
yay, i like boa, she performed really good seriously.

Boa won music bank! shes good.
okay, i hope supernova wins musicbank next week.
or jqt! but i support supernova more.

always when i watch mubank i will think,
okay later i want to blog about this,
but somehow later on when i on my laptop,
i no longer have th motivation to blog about it.

well, having my lp in front of me and blogging while watching is
a sure way to make me blog.

장우영.

2010-08-19T03:40:00.005+08:00

unattainable.
that's th only word i can use to describe.

i hate it.

there's nothing i wouldnt forsake for him,
nothing i hold dearer to me than him.
isnt that a worth a laugh, a big joke.
someone who doesnt even know me is so important to me.

because when im sad, even if i see his laughter, hear his voice, see him,
its all i could do not prevent myself from laughing out and smiling with him.
when he cries, i feel like im being torn apart, i feel like crying together with him.
when he smiles, it's as though my whole world lights up.

i could spend th whole day happy just because he smiled.
i can spend th whole day doing nothing but listening to his songs and videos.
just looking at him, is enough, im content.

but, i hate it.

i hate th fact that i think about him everyday,
that everytime i see him i cant help but feel happy,
that i wish so much to see him,
that everything is nothing to me compared to him.

im going to be nothing more than a fan to him.
ever, ever, never more than just one of th millions of fans.
how can something so little matter so much.

even if i get to see him, to pass him letters, to give him presents,
even if i get to take photos with him, even if i get to shake his hand,
even if we talk to each other, he wont remember me.

he will never specially remember me.

i know all this.
i know all of this.

yet, i still treat him as th most important person in my life.
i cant think of a single thing more important to me than him.

isnt this ridiculous.
i hate th fact that i cant stop.

4 !

2010-08-17T03:17:00.002+08:00

Madness today, totally dance and dance and dance.
esp. dance battle between tyt and limqianhui. HAHAHA, that was damn funny.
although qh dance like retard but cus she expressionless, so doesnt look very stupid.
but tyt just keep laughing and look guiltily at qh all th way.

totally make her look stupid. LOL HAHA.

studying ss !
since th only 3 subjects i can pass is eng, chi and ss,
i should study ss. anyway i really find ss interesting, and it's easy.

did i mention ?
hmmmmmmm ohyah i flagged th blog inappropriate alr!
thanks to limqianhui, that was seriously lame, it's not my 2pm anw.

AND I LOVE JANG WOOYOUNG.
sometimes i feel so much love that i think i will burst with th feeling.
somehow, i didnt feel this way so much in th past, even with kyoo.

4 DAYS TILL .

DAMN IT

2010-08-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

WHY DID YOU FUCKING LIE TO ME
DONT YOU KNOW THATS WHAT I HATE MOST IN MY LIFE.
FUCK YOU.

EW,EW,EW WTF.

2010-08-13T03:23:00.001+08:00

OMFG.
GP BASIC IS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
ESP THE GAME MV, WTF, ARE YOU LIKE JOKING ME.

LOOK HERE IS THE VIDEO.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ObR1oUcCYlE

omg it's fucking pathetic, disgusting and speechless to th end.
firstly th YOUNGEST GIRL WHO IS TH ONE WHO START TH SONG IS 12.
12 ! PRIMARY SIX, ARE YOU LIKE KIDDING ME. AND SHES LIKE RAPPING.
AND HER RAP IS TOTALLY GOING OFF KEY HIGH PITCH CRACKY EWW OMG.

omfg its so disgusting, when i was primary six i was at least studying.
and th leader is like 15. wtfomfgcb. ITS DISGUSTING I CANT STAND IT !!!!!
seriously fuck, its dam disgusting, when i watched game i just felt so disgusted.

WHY DID I EVEN WATCH IT !!!!! ARGH.
ITS A BUNCH OF ATTENTION SEEKING KIDS.

seriously.
yeah yeah i know th song is autotuned all the way how nice and creative! not.
i wonder how they are gg to perform on inki, music bank, core & countdown.
HAH, better if they dont perform at all.

SERIOUSLY I HOPE THEY COME HERE,
I WANT TO THROW EGGS AT THEM. LOL.

somemore none of their members are pretty.
seriously. most look like some china transvestite to me except for th 12 year old girl.
she just look like a freaking attention whore who is 12 years old.

OMFG WHATS WITH ALL THE NEW GROUPS.
NEW GROUPS WITH QUANTITY WITHOUT QUALITY SHOULD BE
HANGED, SHOT AND DEAD.

Ethereal.

2010-08-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

hiblog, did you miss me.
so many things thought, somehow when i come here, my mind's a blank.
starting with th results, im sure im going to fail everything except english, chinese and ss.
with all th teachers already giving up on me, im not going to try anything too.

im tired.

how should i start, i dont even know how to phrase my thoughts into words.
it cant flow as seamlessly as it used to in th past, i wonder what happened.
some things to me are, how to say, th feeling is kind of like listening to a song on repeat.
at first, it's so addictive. enthralling, entrancing, gratifying. isn't it enrapturing.

after listening a countless number of times, it starts to get dull.
you stop listening to it, skip th song when it comes on, no longer spellbound to it.
studies are one thing, work is another thing, but then many other stuffs to me are not this way.

one of th stuffs is feelings.
even after years, i cant let go of feelings.
how can you even forget th mass amount of emotion you put into things.
people i know doesnt even seem to care, how can one forget so easily.

dont you know, im afraid.
yes, you dont fucking know how much all this means to me.
why. how can i care so much when you dont even care a single bit.
what am i going to do then, what can i even do, what's going to happen.

when you read this, will you know that im talking about you.
will you even care enough to wonder who im talking about, or even read this.
everytime i think about th future, im completely uncertain, apprehensive.
how to say, just this, i really treasure friendship. please dont let it just waste away.

even if you ask me who i won't say th truth, i will just lie, because will you even remember.

August Fancafe Rankings.

2010-08-06T19:57:00.004+08:00

August Fancafe Rankings

1) TVXQ: 770,848 ↓ 2203
2) Big Bang: 356, 081 ↓1460
3) SNSD: 304,409 ↓ 119
4) SS501: 252, 419 ↓ 1915
5) 2PM: 220,079 ↓ 5124
6) Super Junior: 196,258 ↓ 526
7) SHINee: 119,005 ↑ 4126
~~8.) Beast: 111,922 ↑ 4930~~
9) Shinhwa: 109,235 ↓ 6078
10) Wonder Girls: 106,919 ↓ 464
11) F.T. Island: 100,577 ↓ 6442
12) 2NE1: 95,247 ↓ 267
13) MBLAQ: 80,809 ↑ 1819
14) f(x): 63,818 ↑ 1723
15) 2AM: 60,082 ↓ 361
16) Kara: 55,506 ↑ 4
17) Brown Eyed Girls: 44,383 ↓ 355
18) Seeya: 40,774 ↓ 2281
19) CNBLUE: 32,602 ↑ 2136
20) T-ara: 28,448 ↑ 607
21) Davichi: 25,846
22) 4minute: 24,870 ↑ 2186
23) Z:EA: 23,489 ↑ 1116
24) After School: 18,090 ↑ 660
25) Sistar: 16,104 ↓ 34
26) Supernova: 12,991 ↓ 5960
27) CSJH: 12,786 ↓ 100
28) Miss A: 12,620
29) Infinite: 10,913 ↑ 2857
30) U-Kiss: 8,300 ↓ 384

I HATE BEAST.
they took away ft island top ten position, seriously why beast?
i dont find any of them hot, and their songs are not even that nice.
anyway i have never liked beast since th beginning when i knew them.

ARGH.

13 may ' 09

2010-08-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

13 may ' 09

to

04 august '10

7 months. + 7 = 14 months.

wait.

this means it's july 13.
31 - 13 = 18

18 + 4 = 22

1 year 2 months 22 days since TAKERU become my boyfriend (L)
448 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)(L)

i love youU ¬

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL.

2010-08-02T05:59:00.001+08:00

Sundown festival.

decide to blog about this before i forget about everything.
THIS IS TH MOST AMAZING EVENT I'VE EVER BEEN TO IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
even it means going in th morning and queuing until night to enter and be under
the sun for so many tortuous hours, it was all worth it.

trained to harbourfront and took bus to sentosa resort world,
reached universal studios by pretending to be a japanese and asking for directions.

me: ano,
girl: yes?
me: ano, universal studio ... wher..e? *jap accent*
girl: oh! *gives direction*
me: ah, arigatou!

okay what the hell HAHAHA it was dam funny. reached universal studios, it was so pretty.
went and queued at th waiting place, there was already quite a long queue.
went to 711, tyt bought this banana and drew sug on it, total wtf, it rotted before th concert started.
went back and sat in torture under th sun, played uno with random fans, i won 2 rounds! lol.

stephanie came and bought 2 blue and 1 red marker, so weird, we thought she would bring black.
and 2 bottles of icemountain except it's not iced, and drawing block!
started drawing my takeru banner.
'takeru, suki da yo'! in jap.

waited and waited, and waited and waited. 711's wanton mee is th best, i swear.
animax came and interviewed us, so embarassing, i keep avoiding th camera
until they had to keep retaking. im so sorry though.

finally 7plus reached, we had a green strip tied around our wrist for entrance.
tyt spilled some water, and we had to throw away all food in our bag,
including out two bottles of mineral water and tyt's sug banana. lol.

suddenly everyone stood up and ran omg LOL dam squeezy.
there was this big group of guys (that came for afterschool),
they were seriously squeezed like hell, and were like 'DONT TOUCH MY BUTT', HAHAHA.
anyway i keep holding on to stephanie incase we got separated!

finally came to th bag checking point, once my bag were approved, i just ran like hell.
omg, i seriously keep running. tyt manage to catch up and i just grab her wrist and keep running.
while running, alot of security people keep saying dont run dont run,
but we just pretend to dont run and after we pass them we continued to run. LOL.

really ran like mad, many unrelated people were all looking at us.
oh yah, as we were running, there were these people who cosplayed cheering us on,
saying run run run !! LOL, seriously.

finally reached, we were quite infront, maybe th 4, 5th row? not sure.
anyway i feel so lucky that im not short, because my view was dam clear.
somemore th people in front of me are all quite short. yay, so happy.

while waiting, it kept playing jPOP and kpop songs.
irritated with them, its supposed to be jrock so why play jpop music.
anyway, there was this screen there that kept showing different things,
tyt saw her beloved kaichou wa maid sama there but i wasnt very interested.

suddenly, i turned to th screen, and i saw.

2pm.

omg, i fucking screamed! and i was like telling tyt when i looked again and
I SAW MY HUSBAND BOYFRIEND LOVE.
JANGWOOYOUNG!
i screamed nonstop. i think thats fate.

then th 2 mc finally came out and did th opening for th event.
SERIOUSLY CAN THEY STOP SAYING JROCK AS JPOP.
its like, imagine direngrey or gazette came and they introduced them as jpop.
i swear hordes of angry fans would just swamp them.

first up was tenko, which is japanese drums. its okay but dragged on for too long.
finally it ended, and th mc announced th first band.

omg, its. SUG !!!!

i kept screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming
AND FINALLY SuG CAME OUT!!!!!! THEY PLAYED million$orchestra first for preps.
it was like a dream come true. omg, sug, takeru. i have been wishing for this since may2009.

when takeru came out i kept screaming, seriously i jumped and screamed and jumped.
their first song was, gr8 story! TAKERU WAS SO CUTE.
he kept squatting down on th stand and smiling at us.
HE PULLED HIS MOUTH INTO A SMILE OMG ITS SO CUTE I SCREAMED LIKE FUCK.

then he talked!
Takeru: da jia hao! wo men shi SuG! wo shi Takeru!
Masato: Wo shi masato!
Yuji: wo shi yuji!
Chiyu: wo shi chiyu!
Shinpei: wo shi shinpei!
Takeru: hi, nice to meet you. eh, our first time come here. Do you know SuG?
crowd: YEEEESS!!!!
Takeru: so you know SuG?
crowd: YEESSS!!!!!!!!!!!
Takeru: Do you know visual kei?
crowd: YEEESS!!
Takeru: we are Japanese rock band of visual kei.
crowd: *screams*
Takeru: Visual kei is Japanese tradition. eh, I watched, i watched TV last night,
Pocket Monster. You know pocket monster? Pokemon.
crowd: *screams*
Takeru: Just pokemon, pokemon, pokemon. Pokemon is Japanese tradition too.
so remember us.
crowd: *screams*
Takeru: We are so happy, we are so happy. Because, uhhh, ?, 'We are SuG, We are SuG!'
crowd: *shouts* WE ARE SUG WE ARE SUG WE ARE SUG WE ARE SUG *continues*
Takeru: okay, are you rockin? *crowd screams* are you rockin? *crowd screams*
ARE YOU ROCKIN?
crowd: *screams*
Takeru: ARE YOU FUCKING READY?
crowd: *screams like mad*
Takeru: do you want to jump! do you want to jump! oh yeah, let's go. KOAKUMA SPARKLING ~ !

oMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ITS SO DAMN CUTE.
VIDEO PART ONE & VIDEO PART TWO.
I KEEP PLAYING AND REPLAYING IT.

then they played Koakuma sparkling!
halfway through, takeru looked and sang to chiyu and chiyu pointed middle finger at him
OMG SO CUTE LOL.

OMGOMG I REALLY FALL BACK IN LOVE WITH TAKERU.
SERIOUSLY I FIND HIM TH MOST PERFECT PERSON IN TH WHOLE.
(not saying my wooyoung is not perfect but anyway takeru omg i love you)

last time i posted about his perfectness before, his eyes are big.
dimples seriously HIS DIMPLES. and his nose is small and sharp
AND HE IS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE AND HIS SINGING IS GOOD AAAAAHH.

AND FINALLY MY FAVOURITE SONG.
OMG.

THEY.
FUCKING.
SANG.

39GALAXYZ . AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
EVEN AS I THINK OF IT NOW I SCREAM. okay forces myself not to caps.
its so dam fucking cute swinging th bandana around and jumping AAAHHH.
HEY HEY 39 GALAXY HEY! FIRST TO PERIOD!!!!!!! AAHH TAKERU.

*PAUSE, ITS 6AM I NEED TO GO PREPARE FOR SCHOOl.
BE BACK TO UPDATE I SWEAR*

Imm Meet&Greet.

2010-07-31T03:44:00.003+08:00

AFTER SCHOOL.

this is th best photo i took in the entire fanmeeting.

i think f.cuz look better like that, lol. joking, anw this is such a nice photo.

STEPHANIE LOL.

SuGSuGSuGSuGSuGSuGSuGSuGSuGSuG.

evident of the crowd jostling, so dam difficult to take picture.

VIP TICKET, what a regretful event, i will just forget about it.

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL!
it was fun, exciting and total happiness.
except for this fucker who stood behind me and yt and constantly tried to touch us,
it was so fun, i saw afterschool juyeon and nana ANDAND SUG TAKERU AFUUDSHDJSD.

omg, i nearly died of happiness, takeru was like so cute omg and so perfect and so HOT.

mc: what song are you going to sing tmr?
Takeru: (thinks) Secret. (he said this in english)

OMG ITS SO CUTE OMG LOL.

and hes just so cute and i wish i could steal him away.
nvm, hes already my boyfriend alr. love you! suki da yo aishiteru.

completely not interested in f.cuz and lmc.
tanyeetheng dint even know lmc only got 2 members LOL seriously that was funny.
on a side note, lmc speak japanese so unjapanesish.

AND THEN , AFTER SCHOOOOL ~!

omg, im a supersupersuper big fan of afterschool!
especially JUYEON AND NANA, THEY ARE LIKE REALLY DAM CHIO.
they are my idols omg! seriously. perfect face/figure/body/voice/dance.

AND I shouted 'NANA!' 'NANA!' and she turned around and waved!
omg, so cute, she was like dam shy. okay i know i sound like some pervert, whatever.
seriously shes like so dam chio!! like, omg, and shes so tall and thin and pretty.

AND JUYEON! shes my favourite member of all times.
i think shes th prettiest celebrity in th kpop industry seriously.
ANYWAY I SHOUTED JUYEON DAM LOUD WHEN THEY WERE LEAVING.
somemore th crowd coincidentally was quiet when i shouted so it was quite loud.

AND.

SHE.

TURNED.

AROUND.

SMILED.

AND.

WAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH i died.

omg, she was like so stunned can! seriously. but she smiled and waved.
HAHAHA SO HAPPY I WAS SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND.
shes my idol omgomgomgomg so happy.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.

EXCITED FOR SUNDOWN TMR.
SuG !! TAKERU SUKIDAYO EIEN NI. YAKUSOKU.
love you forever.

[i love wooyoung most in my whole life. lol.]

Lost&found.

2010-07-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

today went studying at jurong library!
seriously, tyt studied poa, and th table right beside us was studying th exact same topic.
studied ss, though halfway through fell asleep.

school was so tired, dint have enough sleep and dont feel like talking.
seriously i have no idea why people find problems with me when im not talking.
felt quite irritated, really completely do not want to sit with that object.
i really dont mind sitting alone though, whats th problem with that.
anyway i never thought about this anymore in th day so why did people keep asking me about it.
seriously, its not significant enough for me to even go and think about it.

anyway didnt really talk for th rest of th day, really tired and just slept through.
changed seats today, changed to third row, hi d7 e8 f9.
ms zhang showed this really scary haunted freaky ghost weird thing at th start of ss.
i have no idea how i am going to sleep tonight.
somemore kanagess scare me by touching me on th leg, i screamed like no tmr.

after school went feast, i miss th noodles and it's nice as usual,
studied went toilet went popular bought pen AND realised that tyt left her phone at th lib.

omg, half ran half walked back to th library, seriously so scared it would be lost.
what if someone stole it? omg, and ran back to th toilet only to find it gone.
asked th cleaner aunty but she didnt see it, so went back to where we sat but it wasnt there.
finally went down first floor and asked th counter.

us: um, did someone return a phone?
counter: yah.
us: omgomg, is it an iphone?
counter: yah.
us: OMG IS IT WITH A BLACK CASING.
counter: yah, is it yours?
us: YAHYAH YAH IT IS !!!!!!!!! OMG OMGOMG LOL.
counter: (takes phone out) whats th wallpaper?
us: ER its a guy lying down and not very shuai and th background very bright and er
she know th passcode its mika!
counter: (holds phone tightly in hand and shows us)
tyt: (types passcode)

iphone: (UNLOCK).

HAHAHA, seriously it was so scary, what if that person stole and kept it instead?
anyway to that kind soul, thanks alot, you saved someone from tears. hhaaha.

HOTTEST dance I've ever seen in my whole life.

2010-07-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH I KEEP SCREAMING.
okay, i just watch this fucking hot video of 2pm.
OMG.

have you heard boom boom pow by black eyed peas before.
omg, i have never seen a dance group make a terrible song that fucking hot.

I SCREAMED LIKE MAD WHILE WATCHING
THIS VIDEO, I SWEAR. anyway my neighbour oi okay wtf dam him.
although i always scream when i watch videos/anime/wooyoung pictures,
but this video is fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck FUCKING!!!!!! hot omgomgomg.
I STILL WANT TO SCREAM but what if my neighbour call police? jk.

Daum ranking & gay(LOL).

2010-07-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

July Latest Korean Idol Groups Ranking

01. DBSK: 773,051 ↓2889
02. Bigbang: 357,541 ↓ 1692
03. SNSD: 304,528 ↑ 507
04. SS501: 254,334 ↓11081
05. 2PM: 225,203 ↓ 4571
06. Superjunior: 196,784 ↓ 480 (manful24)
07. Shinwa: 115,313↓ 270
08. SHINee: 114,879 ↓ 2837
09. Wonder girls: 107,383 ↓ 1
10. FT Island: 107,019↓ 476
11. BEAST: 106,992↑ 6840
12. 2ne1: 95,514 ↓ 408
13. MBLAQ: 78,990 ↑4220
14. f(x): 62,095 ↑ 1987
15. 2AM: 60,443 ↓ 117
16. Kara: 55,502 ↑104
17. Brown Eyed Girls: 44,738 ↓ 55
18. Seeya: 43,055 ↓223
19. CNBLUE: 30,466 ↑3674
20. T-ara: 27,841 ↑ 645
21. 4minute: 22,684 ↑ 1563
22. ZE:A: 22,373 ↑402
23. Supernova:18,951 ↑ 5390
24. After school: 17,430 ↑ 404
25. Sistar: 16,138
26. CSJH: 12,866 ↓ 61
27. Davichi: 10,394 ↑ 61
28. U-kiss: 8,684 ↑4846
29. Infinite: 8,056 ↑4442
30. SECRET: 5,574 ↑254
31. D-NA: 4,223 ↑665
32. F.CUZ: 3,360 ↑82

-daum cafe.

omg, happy! 2pm, hwaiting!

GAY CAFE.

In a ~~WTF~~ poll conducted by a gay cafe, 158 men, ranging from 10 to 20 year-olds, appointed 2PM as the male idol group they liked the most. 2PM left the competition in the dust by sweeping the poll with half the total votes.

The Results:
1. 2PM 50% (78 votes)
2. SHINee 17% (27 votes)
3. Big Bang 14% (22 votes)
4. DBSK 10% (16 votes)
5. 2AM 3% (5 votes)
6. Super Junior 1% (3 votes)
7. SS501 1% (2 votes)
8. U-Kiss 0% (1 votes)

Furthermore, a poll regarding the popularity of an individual member
from each group was also conducted amongst gays.

The Results:
1. Nichkhun (2PM) 32% (49 votes)
2. Wooyoung (2PM) 18% (28 votes)
3. Seungri (Big Bang) 11% (18 votes)
4. Onew (SHINee) 10% (16 votes)
5. Yunho (DBSK) 6% (10 votes)
6. Yoochun (DBSK) 5% (9 votes)
7. Jo Kwon (2AM) 5% (8 votes)
8. Kang In (Super Junior) 3% (6 votes)
9. Hyun Joong (SS501) 3% (5 votes)
10. Taemin (SHINee) 2% (4 votes)

WTFFFF.

Ihaega angayo.

2010-07-27T19:41:00.001+08:00

“I also asked Wooyoung in English whether his weight lost, he seemed to confuse with my question so Junsu cleared him. Then Wooyoung patted on his cheeks and said “thin thin”. He was super cute. >O”

- Fan account of Thai fans who had dinner with 2PM

omg, love him!

Deterrence.

2010-07-26T05:53:00.001+08:00

I DREAD SCHOOL. AAAHH, I REALLY DO.
although i know that school is important.
and yeah, i really need to work harder on my studies.
i really never gained a single shit from school already,
i have no idea whats sin cos tan? toh cah soh or sth?
and circle and what arc? what angles x 2x.

omg im going to die i cant carry on like thissss. ahhh.
& i must attend stop not going or i will probably be spnd or sth.

wooyoung still and always.

tumblr is good.

Hottest.

2010-07-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

" Our HOTTESTs ~ ^^

Hello! It’s really been a long time, right? kk
Today was a moist and rainy day…
Today, you were the most amazing, we were proud of more than anyone.
Once again we were impressed and really thankful for your support.

And I’m thankful for having been able to spend time with you once again.
2PM will be running forever, for your health and happiness.

HOTTEST are the most important to 2PM!!
We’ll love you more~ straight this day onwards

I love you *^^* and Good night ☆ "

- Wooyoung, Daum Cafe. (5.22.2010)

Sunrise.

2010-07-24T07:12:00.001+08:00

wooyoung,iloveyou! forever. bias always.
http://twitter.com/NBA0430 is my homepage.
really, really love you, like never before.

need to reach school at 8, going to 313 probably after that, so bye.

Mad World.

2010-07-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

Tanjoubi omedetou.

2010-07-20T19:35:00.004+08:00

Pictures from holiday's chalet.

dai di! 4 of a kind.

Cheat ~ !

oreo cheesecake which was not very nice.

xihao with an extremely big head,

mrt.

happy birthday to mano&kanagess!

im really lazy to blog, somehow this year i start to become lazy to blog.
maybe might be theres nothing i really feel like blogging, unlike the past.
let me see, what happened recently?

oh, yah. sean that tmd bought this plastic cockroach and threw it at me.
of course i remained extremely calm and picked it up and gave it back to him.
obviously. do i look like i will scream? obviously not. right, okay!
anyway the cockroach was damn disgusting and look so real. eww omg.

and, im learning korean. seriously, i so want to learn korean.
but cus i know japanese, i always mix up when i want to say korean.
like wth, so irritating. but after going through th horror and torture of learning jap,
i really, really, really! dont feel like learning korean, it was horrible.

so today we went and celebrated mano's and kanagess's birthday!
mano got bashed and hit and stepped on and punched and kicked like 3u843295 times.
somemore th guys shaved him, cut his hair, shaved his hair, AND shaved his leg hair.
whatthehell? i dont understand how can this be considered a happy birthday.

its dam traumatizing.

well, i suppose it can be counted as memorable? sadistic though.

so.

ANYWAY, blind mice? childish but reminded me of primary school where
we used to play blind mice at the playground everyday after school.
valerie do you remember, totally. i still rmbr who cheated ~
btw im good at blind mice hahaha okay stupid.

and i really want to watch inception, thats why i feel like going out.
inception or blood pledge. HMMMM .
was going to watch blood pledge last sat but found out only cathay have. wth.

listening compre was okay, kept doodling on my paper, good that its not necessary
to hand in that. i drew 2PM, & wy . scribble scribble.
although i really wish that we did not take th test with and instead just 31 would be better.

i still have not blogged about last sat. okay, off to seoul with wy. lol, bye.

Unglam vmsm.

2010-07-17T14:19:00.002+08:00

today, valerie came my house early in the morning.
HAHAHHA, rhahahhaha.
to wake me up, i was so shocked and stunned and speechless.
DID I MENTION THAT HER RINGTONE IS DAM IRRITATING.

okay, love you vmmsmsmmm.
STOP MESSSAGING THAT FUCKER.
update pictures later.

2010-07-17T13:50:00.002+08:00

MY CUTEST FRIEND ALIVE IS

AND A FRIEND WHO WILL COME TO MY HOUSE WHEN I DON'T WAKE UP

AND A FRIEND WHO LIVES ANOTHER END OF SINGAPORE

AND A FRIEND WHO IS taller THAN ME

AND A FRIEND THAT IS EXTREMELY ADORABLE

AND THAT IS ....

VALERIE MONG SI MUN

Lucifer.

2010-07-17T01:58:00.001+08:00

did i mention im seriously disappointed in shinee's lucifer.
seriously, whats with their hair. i think thats th complains of all their fans.
omg, and th song is total autotuning filter on the whole song.

im learning heartbreaker&breathe dance. ahaha.

0430

2010-07-16T12:08:00.003+08:00

omg, im so fucking jealous of sanghoon la, tmdddd.
why is he a korean!!!!!!!!!!!! HE CAN READ HANGUL.
walao, i also want to read hangul and speak korean.
ahhhh, i have trouble understanding everything.
i feel so irritated, imagine you can understand and read everything!
oh dam it. HAHA , aaaaahhhhhhhhh.

AND DAMN THE SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER !!

Confessions of a Friend.

2010-07-15T20:34:00.001+08:00

KAIXIN |: says:
i know you miss meeeeeeeee, don shyyy
.: ✰ кαиαgєѕѕ ✰ :. *rawr* says:
I MISS YOU EXTREMELY MUCH.

btw 'Confessions of a Friend' is a song by 2AM & ITS SO NICE.
BABYYYY, (korean words) BE MY LADYYYY ~

Dreaded woes.

2010-07-15T05:32:00.006+08:00

Treasure by Ftisland is amazing, it is totally nice and brings out all their voices!
will change it to my blogsong soon hhaha wth.
and th mv for treasure is so cute, and my seunghyun. seriously hongki get a haircut!
he is like so hot but he doesnt want to get a hot look.

0535, ~~fuck~~ i really dont want to go school.
~~fuck~~ i really just want to continue using laptop,
it seems like time passes so ~~fuck~~ing quickly when you're doing sth you like.
total crap man.

and somehow i cant upload pictures using blogger, so forget it.
should go and bath now for school. ah. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!!!!!!!!!.

Nothing on you.

2010-07-14T04:23:00.002+08:00

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothing on you baby
Nothing on you baby

They might say hi (hi), And I might say hey (hello)
But you shouldn't worry (Why?) about what they say
Coz they got nothing on you baby
(Not not not nothing on you babe, Not not nothing on you)

Jaywalker, Jay Park, Park Jaebeom.

Chinese oral today, it was seriously difficult, difficult, and difficult.

just to note, today's events were like omg, dam funny.
cme teacher seet totally went crazy and screamed, shouted & cried at th class.
she was like 'YOU SHOULDNT EXIST DEMON FROM HELL
YOUR PARENTS ARE TO BLAME SHAMEFUL' blablablahhhhh.

truth to be told i was taken aback. means seriously i was so stunned.
no but wth, she totally screamed for around like 10mins? or even more.
anyway i was not involved in it! i swear i dint even laugh or sing or talk.
just sitting quietly in class paying attention, yah.

and chinese oral! foreign student exchange.
teacher : where do you want to go if you have th opportunity?
kx : Japan. err, cus, err, i learn japanese, so err, i can speak japanese if err, im there.

fail. i have 2435 errs in one sentence.
yeah, i cant breathe, i cant breatheee.

did i mention i love to change my blogsong!
and blog title!
and also, wooyoung. yah bye.

Taptaptap.

2010-07-13T02:15:00.001+08:00

Nice movie. im tired. there's chinese oral tmr, total dead.
when i try to speak proper chinese, it sounds like foreign language.
and the funniest sounding chinese ive ever heard is from christina. omg haha totally.

Mandoo cheeks!

2010-07-07T01:47:00.004+08:00

trends in twitter.

1. #foramilliondollars (new)
2. #wooyoungscheeks (new)
3. Google Wave (-2)
4. Glee (new)
5. Lady Gaga (new)
6. Goodnight (-1)
7. Diwali (new)
8. Paranormal Activity (-4)
9. Halloween (-1)
10. Philip DeFranco (new)

The term #wooyoungscheeks has risen into the list of
Twitter's most talked about topics at 8:30 AM GMT.

Jang Wooyoung is a member of South Korean boy band, 2PM.
Fans are posting comments about the 20 year old singer with "beautiful cheeks" ranging from, "#WooyoungsCheeks are soo cute!! But careful ---- inside, there's poison!" to "#wooyoungscheeks are the talk of the town, and by town, i mean twitter."

can you believe that an american newspaper carried this news! american! omg lol.

omg, lol. wooyoung saranghae!

JANG

WOO

YOUNG !

Time to love.

2010-07-06T03:21:00.002+08:00

JAEBEOM IS COMING HERE.
total. mad . speechless. happiness . jay parkkkk !
but i still miss you when you were in 2PM. everyone does.

acer aspire timelinex 4820T series!

im going to change my blogsong soon.
i keep singing and singing and singing ttl, its so dam nice.
i need to go sleep if i want to wakeup for sch tmr, but then. aah.
swimming is tiring excluding unpleasant sights. omg, and saw yongzhi & said hi.
he was like you are? lol. then when i said kaixin, he was like, oh primary one?
hahaha wth totally, dam funny, cant believe he rmbr!!

wooyoung saranghae.

Brand new days.

2010-07-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

hmm, brand new days is really jpop deep down and out.
total jpop style. not that i dislike jpop, but hongki's vocals are wasted on that song.
anyway hongki's voice is th best in th whole kpop industry.
seriously, comparing his singing of cnblue im a loner to th original,
hongki wins hands down, completely.

best in dancing and second best in singing is my wooyoung.
im glad that theres no comment button or i will get flamed.

though i cant understand why must people insult other people's idol.
whats the point, do you like it if someone insult your friend/bf/parents.
personally i feel that insulting someone's idol carrys th same punch as if
that person was insulting someone close to you.

saying, your idol so ugly! he sing so terribly! he also not hot! his eyes so small!
he so disgusting! his dance so horrible! xxx look better! and etc. will not endear you to th person.
you will only make that person hate you. niga mibda.
whats th point of insulting idols, and going overboard with it, i cant stand it.

BTW when yt keep singing sarangeun hajimayo i thot th song sucks,
cus it really sounded horrible, but i just heard th real version of hongki singing it,
and its so nice i cant believe its th same song.

wooyoung saranghae ,,

Late is better than never.

2010-07-04T06:38:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY th manicure place was so dam pretty.

things need for manicure, glue, remover, and whatnot.

bottles and bottles and bottles and bottles and bottles of colors.

my manicure-er!

omg, he designed his nails and made it himself. idk how he managed to do it.

manicuring! my fingers look so fat omg.

yt getting her nails done. her manicure-er dam unfriendly.

accomplished! so happy, ribbonned nails.

actually i think she look better like this.

omg lovelovelovelovelovelove my nails!!

more pictures of what is going to be gone in some weeks.

this looks so good but it tastes so bad.

i regret ordering mine. yt's one tasted like salt and just salt.

worst part. omg, stairs.

IM KNOW I PUT OFF THIS BLOG POST FOR VERY LONG.
but im seriously lazy to blog, adding on th fact that im watching starking & stargolden bell,
and also music bank AND music bank Kchart, plus winwin & inkigayo,
& finding pictures of wooyoug, somemore watching 2PM old & new videos,
AND going to school which requires me to stay till 530.

where am i supposed to find th time to blog.

okay, maybe im just plain lazy.

ANYWAY i forced myself to blog and upload pictures because theres this irritating
person who happened to have a surname mong and who loves to stalk blog.
she even stalks people who doesnt even know her 's blog. what a sicko.

okay and manicure was fun, but i messed up like twice by putting th undry nails
on some unknown things and its was destroyed, but its only during th color part
and my manicure-er reapplyed it for me. yt's manicure-er just pushed hers back.

then i couldnt really remember what happened th rest of th day since it was
so long ago. quite long ago. awhile ago. okay, wth.

oh, our dinner sucked. i forgot th name of th restaurant but it was th most horrible
meal i ever ate. mine tasted like noodles boiled in water and served.
omg yt one was like salt noodles. seriously! its really, really, crazed salty.

okay. i love wooyoung. 2PM hwaiting!

Total.

2010-06-25T18:06:00.003+08:00

i am completely hopelessly utterly helplessly in love with jangwooyoung.
hahahaha. i really don have any urge to blog at all.

JANG WOOYOUNG.

2010-06-20T06:37:00.000+08:00

i love jangwooyoung so much, omg.
i love him more than th rest i like in th past (excluding kyo at that time)
currently, i love him most.
omg jangwooyoung, saranghae.
omgomgomg i love wooyoung !
i seriously from th bottom of my heart think that he is dam hot,
even from th first time i saw heartbeat mv and dint know anyone i thot he is hot.
and that his voice is th nicest in 2pm.

omg, i love him so much to th point where i feel like strangling anyone who insults him.
i don see th point of slamming other people's idol,
somemore he is my boyfriend, obviously i will get angry.
really, i even quarreled over this to th point where th quarrel lasted months.

but this is how serious i find it,
i dont care if you think its obsessive or what.
so just dont insult, its fuck irritating.

anyway i love wooyoung, hwaiting!
going to ukiss fanmeet forward, really looking forward actually.

STAYOVEEER.

2010-06-17T08:12:00.003+08:00

at some slut house now, beside me obsessing about her made believe boyfriends.

anyway, start to like 2pm more and more, esp woo young.

wooyoung is my bf, love him so much!

seriously dont know why i like him, but then woo young!

i totally cant control myself and scream constantly.

she spent hours searching for a 2pm heartbeat video

when i just randomly entered something and found it within like 10s.

haha, stupid.

stayover is fun but i must say that.

TAN YEETHENG IS TH

SLOWEST PERSON ON EARTH.

okay bye, and shes a slut.

END.

2010-06-15T08:38:00.001+08:00

it show was tiring but fun.
looking forward to working again next time!
colleagues was different this time round, but still fun though!

theres this cute guy right, his eyes dam big. lol, really!
and i saw someone who looked like tang yu ze, omg hundred percent seriously.

and qinhan! actually its jinhan, but its a inside joke.
omg hes dam tall, 183, and his arms really muscular, no joke.
my two hands cannot wrap around his arms. LOL omg.
anyway we have a generation age gap as hes like 7 years older than me. omg.

and zann and i forgot th name guy,
they look 20plus but omg they are 40plus !
one of them actually have 2 kids already omg shocking can.

and eliz, she really look familiar, like where have i seen her before?

and william. nanyang junior college, and his olvl 11 w/o minusing cca.
envy seriously, i also want 11 ! think i cannot though.
anyway, hes so man. ahahah.

so packed, after chalet immediately went work, so tired.
late on th second day! supposed to meet at 10.45am but i reached at 6plus pm.
wtf, so embarassing.
i was late everyday for work! fuck, why cant i be early.

valerie came to find me on th last day!
thanks for your taiwan presents, love you so much even though you stole my lunch.
and th starbucks vanilla latte!
cant begin to describe how much i love it.

AND PACKING WAS SO FUN.
looking for th box! hahaha.
looking forward to th next it show!

///editttttttttttttt/////////

today went out with tanyeetheng, bought canmake foundation.
too light for me though, but anyway th case so chio.
tyt dam cheapskate.

"OMG KX 20PERCENT OFF! THIS ONE ALSO GOT!"

and

"WALAO THIS ONE NO 20PERCENT OFF!"

HAHAHAHA so funny.

bought my hairstraightner&curler like finally.
tyt went to dabao eat and can you believe that one fishball is 50cents?
i think at th market 10fishballs for 50cents.

okay bye.

Dispirited.

2010-06-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

im dead tired man. aw, shit.
xihao's chalet, 7 to 8, then immediately class chalet, 8 to 10.
after that is work at pcshow, 10 to 13.
seriously nonstop activity for so many days, im beat.
trouble uploading pictures now, why yewifff ,
cant, im seriously incoherent now.
did i mention im seriously into dance recently.
learning heartbeat and because of you. lol off to sleep. bbyre.

ohyah thhere is this cute guy at my workplace! HAHAHA wtf.

Captured.

2010-06-05T07:55:00.000+08:00

spoilt comp. partly th reason for not blogging.

sanity medicine.

love my new camera, yey. totally lazy to blog though.
somehow the thought of typing blogger.com and blogging is such a hassle. lol.
anyway, its fun, playing around with my cam.
cant believe it doesnt have a battery indicator and only shows battery life when its running out.

total wth.

anyway, what should i blog about? ah, oh yah.
im working at th it show from 10-13, or isit 14. well anyway.
come patronize ~ buy something. anyway, its dam cheap.
thumbdrives, er, cables. harddisks, pc, laptops. rams, graphic cards, sound cards, etc.
don want come also can. actually i don really care, not that there's commision anw. aw.

seunghyun !

AND valerie is going off taiwan today!
she say she miss me. yeah, i will miss you too, vmmmsmmm. though you suck.

and sundown festival is coming! soon. okay not really.
i plan to stalk t and kidnap him to my house. muahaha.
nvm, he is already my bf, he will come to me himself. ahaha.

but later seunghyun jealous . LOL.

recently i have been sleeping too much. seriously too much.
i slept on tue and i woke on thur. whatthehell.
and ive been late twice for going out. total crap.

and recently watching kkm, fuck nice! total watching it nonstop for hours on.
omg, y is so shuai, esp when hes in m mode! s a k u r a i t a k a h i r o .
th reason im not sleeping at this time is just cus of kkm. lol.

okay bye off to watch it.

SHINee VS Ft Island

2010-05-25T02:32:00.003+08:00

this is crap, it's crap, it's crap. comparing SHINee & FT Island is ridiculous.
how can they be compared, SHINee is a boy band, FTI is a instrumental band.
they are different, completely different, wth.

seriously just read this forum post that made me fucking fed up,
it's not that i don like shinee, i like them, seriously babyyy~~ crazy~ ringdingdonggg~
anyway wth th shinee fans are like saying so many negative things about fti, dam fucked.

i totally rolled my eyes at th sentences made by th fans.

"i don't see fti dancing."

wtf, totally stupidity that i cant find any words to describe it.
firstly, fti is an instrumental band. they play instruments.
imagine you are playing drums.
how are you supposed to dance and drum at th same time?
its practically, totally, completely, impossible.

how about guitar and bass? you know you need to get hold of th chords properly?
if you dance, you need to move your hands and legs.
then how are you supposed to play th guitar and bass? with your teeth? god.

shinee is a boy band. they don play instruments. they dance and they sing. what else?
what cant i say like, oh, i don see shinee playing instruments ! crap.

"FT Island need to balance the singing equally to all
five members instead of just on hongki."
"why is the only singer hongki?? SHINEE all sing together but fti only one singer."

as already mentioned, fti is an instrumental band.
definition of instrumental band : consists of a vocal, drums, guitars and bass.
why does only hongki sing? because he is th main vocal.
backup vocals which shinee fans never noticed also exist,
and also rapper, seunghyun and jaejin. omg.

but all members of shinee sing! oh god, please.
shinee members doesnt play instruments.
if one of them don sing, what is that one person going to do?
be a backup dancer in the background eh? wtf.

"i can't hear the instruments they play in the song besides the drum."

is that supposed to be th band's fault? no, it's th fan who's deaf.
seriously do you know th whole fucking melody comes from guitar.
and th deep verbrating sound comes from bass.
IF YOU DON EVEN KNOW HOW TH INSTRUMENTS
SOUND LIKE STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW.
omg, fuck it, cant stand this kind of knowitall fans.

"JongHyun beats HongKi at vocal."

this is total, utter, speechlessness. all i can say is harh? are you tone deaf? wtf.

AND TH KIND OF COMMENTS I HATE TH MOST.

"I prefer SHINEE because their all things AWESOME
FTIsland is boooooooooring and they suck and their songs boooooooo
I don't even hear any of FTIsland song be4 "

one thing which i feel like saying to th person who made this comment = fuck you _|_

LOVE.

2010-05-20T22:51:00.006+08:00

JAY CHOU NEW ALBUM, THE ERA❤.
omg, I totally screamed when my uncle brought it back.
He was like, look! and I saw 跨时代. Omg I fucking screamed.
dam happy though i have no idea how he got that so early.

Jay Chou ❤

btw blogging from iPhone sucks.
normally it already sucks but cus I'm so happy now I keep typo, so sucks more. Tmd.

T❤

2010-05-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

SUG IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.

TAKERU IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.

OMG.

SUG!

when tanyeetheng told me this, i harh? huh? huh? countless of times.
at first, i even thought she was being lame and joking.

BUT OMG, IT'S TRUE.

TAKERU.
IS.
COMING.
TO.
SINGAPORE.

i cant stop smiling.
im happy.
im 24hours/7 playing his songs.

im definitely going.
SGD118, fuck it, i'll save.

TAKERU ❤

on a side note, there's this girl band going that i really like!
After School, omg, my blog song singer! Because of you!
jeongmai dapdapdap hae, gapgapgap phae, makmakmak khae~
and JUYEON and NANA are like my idols. dam chio.

FUCK ANGRY.

2010-05-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

im fuck angry now.
cant think about anything except some things.
whatever, im just going to blog everything out, alright? doesnt matter if you read it or not.
th only reason i avoid is cus i don like to see people who hate me, thats why.
totally pissed off when i saw your reaction and you, what's your prob?
is it any of your fucking business. and what do you think?
Like I fucking sit around and think about you all the time.
seriously i feel super fuckedup, what. is. your. problem.
can i clarify? i do not like you at all. DO NOT. i just find it fucked that you hate me without reason.

SERIOUSLY IM SO PISSED.
FUCK IT.

IM BLASTING DIR EN GREY SONGS THAT I DON EVEN FUCKING
LISTEN TO IN TH PAST BUT IT SOUNDS SO ATMOSPHERIC NOW.

_|_

Fun day.

2010-05-13T23:30:00.004+08:00

GAYS. totally.

Haha yashwin smile like what. is that darren lying beside?

splatter.

LOL YASHWIN REALLY SMILE LIKE WHAT.

WHO IS THAT BEHIND SHARIFAH? who ah? LOL.

yinting: don want my hair very messy! *click*

Ongyewpong. how to spell? really, so weird, so dirty but obsessed over cleanliness.

hp: face th other side, i cant face th sun my eyes will squint!

act cool. Lol.

YOU KNOW RUSHDI WORE THIS FOR LIKE TH WHOLE DAY.

fuck the bicycle, made me bruise at my arm.

HIS EXPRESSION WAS CLASSIC.

LOL REALLY CLASSIC.

DO - YOU - KNOW - JAPANESE - ?

You are always gonna be my love, even if I fall in love with someone else someday, i'll remember to love, you taught me how, uou are always gonna be the one, now it's still a sad love song, until I'm able to sing a new song.

FUCK THE BICYCLE, IT TOTALLY BANG INTO ME.

walao today went japanese garden, walao. please.
i never ever ever ever want to walk th drain anymore.
its like fucking dirty horrible disgusting wet omg scary. no thanks no more please.
seriously my only source of support was yashwin, im like thank you very much.

er, then walk around, actually was it japanese garden or chinese garden?

THIS. BICYCLE. wtf. hai, dam pain. fell down and bruised blackblue.
but because im sucha pro, i very strong and resistant, i stayed calm. yah. okay.

and after that th pagoda. it was dam tall, 7storeys isit? climbed all th way up.
& seriously sweated like mad. RUSHDI IS MY HERO CUS HE GIVE ME ICED MINERAL WATER.
i cannot describe how grateful i am to him because i was dehydrating to death. no joke.
drank mineral water, 2cans of drink and mr bean icy soya milk, so please don climb th paroda.

it can kill you !

HAHA and irritated with JUSTIN BIEBER 's BABY & EENIE MEENIE.
wth, nice what! cant understand why th guys don like, seriously.
HE IS NOT GAY. LOL, his voice nice what.

darren is mad over cleanliness, you know he ran into th room that sebasatean was in.
i think if he had sat on darren bed darren would strangle him.
AND GOSSIP.

seriously you are fuck disgusting, you think i would even want to touch him?
speaking as which im on such a unfriendly term with you would i get close to your bf?
firstly your bf not even hot or have a good personality, please don accuse me.
IM NOT INTERESTED AT ALL. bitch, wth, only talk behind other's back, fuck you.

okay and THIS CHIOBU LOL endless story.
okay.

FUCK BICYCLES.
btw i don know how to ride a bicycle. lol. okay bye.

Dinner with disgusting.

2010-05-12T21:31:00.001+08:00

Omgomgomgomg, i love this noodles it's so nice ! NUMBER50,$7.

Cockles suck cockles suck COCKLES SUCK cockles suck cockles suck.

xiaolongbao. omg i love xiao long bao. DAM NICE TO EAT.
when you th xlb, th tang all come pouring out, omg, fuck nice.

SATISFYING DINNER SERIOUSLY.

MY COMPUTER DESKTOP - SEUNGHYUN SO HOT.

i think th flash effect so cool. lol, snap.

I LOVE TO EAT AT FEAST.
its so nice and so nice and so nice and so nice and so nice
and so dam nice and so dam nice and so dam nice.

omg fuck mabelyeong, she take all our worksheets and textbooks.
tomorrow chemistry so she expect all of us to fail?
thanks for taking our notes and making us fail, whats with th arrogance.
its not like im begging you im just asking you, is th conceitedness needed, really.
she said to think of my own punishment and let her agree before giving back.
fuck.

ms juliey(how to spell eh) is a much better teacher than mr wan.
Lol eh, im serious. she teach for 15mins better than mr wan teach so many lessons.
i finally know what is th OO liao. COVALENT !
and sulfate is SO top -2 bottom 4 right. yeah.

& indonesian. HAHAHA. macdonalds, im getting a phobia know.

omg and do you know today morning there was this giantic bee ! no joke.
think it was about th size of my whole palm, DO YOU KNOW IM NOT JOKING.
its was fucking big and flying towards me at a speed of 80km/h. omg i nearly died.

HOWEVER I STAYED CALM AND DINT MOVE AN INCH.

th end of th story, thanks i know i very brave, no need to clap and applause.

and today maths paper was okay, but bio? nothing to say, speechless,
i swear i think i knew how to do none of th questions. seriously i could type up a whole essay.
its fucking unfair to force us to take bio when literature is offered.
so what if there's only so little people who chose lit?
they should still have opened up a class for lit because th people who choose is good in it.

instead, they decided to force everyone to take pure bio, which to be frank i suck at.
i have never passed my bio in my 2 yrs as a lower sec and as a upper sec, theres nothing to say.
because of th hassle of opening a small class for lit, why not force everyone inside bio?
convenient and there wont be so much trouble for them, was that what they were thinking?

ehh, so its okay to sacrifice our interests, our advantages, subjects we are good in,
just so that they wont have to go to th extent of opening a class for lit?
if lit is not going to be offered, why offer it in th first place?
th only reason i chose 3-1 was because i saw lit, do you know how happy i was?

can you understand th feeling of realising that i was cheated.
its like taking you high up in the air with th most secure security measures only to
cut it all away when you are reaching th clouds, and let you fall all th way down.
how to describe this? fuck.

i wont even have chosen 3-1 if there was no lit, not saying i dislike 3-1,
its just that WHY THE FUCK THEY TAKE AWAY LITERATURE.
i really, really, REALLY hate bio this dam much and im forced to take it.

thanks man, and i still think i will fail my chem tmr, thanks to our good discipline mistress.

agitated.

OH AND BTW!

CHEESE SASUAGE SUCKS,

BUT,

COCKLES SUCKS MORE ! k bye.

I LOVE TAKERU.

2010-05-12T00:12:00.006+08:00

TODAY IS TAKERU'S BIRTHDAY.
I LOVE HIM, LOVE HIM, LOVE HIM.

WILL LOVE HIM FOREVER.
LOL, AND I JUST REALISE.
FEW MORE DAYS TO ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY.
OF LOVING TAKERU, AND SUG.

I CANT HELP IT.

2010-05-09T03:07:00.002+08:00

IM IN LOVE WITH SONG SEUNG HYUN.

Presenting.

2010-05-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

JOHNATHON PEI SUSHI.

i said that i would blog, right? Lol, childish, play dualmasters at sec 2,
throw crushed paper balls at sec 3. maybe you will play scissors paper stone at sec 4? LOL.

Propaganda.

2010-05-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks to qianhui who took this picture, shes childish we all know that.

PAST 2008 PHOTO .

tsb, can you recognise yourself in this pic.

last time when bugis was all th rage. Lol.

and tyt i think this is th chioest picture you've ever taken. cus your face is blocked.

Feels like insomnia, ah ah, feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah, feels like insomnia, ah ah
-Wheesung

craig david sucks compared to wheesung.

posting past photos as i found them all in a folder, disorganised and messy like hell.
tired, exams are coming soon. thursday, eng & social studies, fuck.
tmr is wednesday. i need to memorize my ss by tmr! double fuck, starting tmr i'll persevere.
encouragement, motivation, study harder.

i today saw this phone that i instantly fell in love with.
deciding between crystal or that, but i really like that phone.
but i have held on to my love for crystal for like, so dam long. so. ah dam.

i think people who keep 'cher! cher!' is like dam disgusting. seriously, cant stand it.
cant you say a proper teacher? or call like ms what or mr what, must cher cher cher.
wth, dam disgusting and act what. cher. wth, fucking ew. act what sia. Lol, eucks.

did i mention that time aravind flashed? AH I DINT BLOG ABOUT IT RIGHT.
AHHHHHHHHH THAT TIME ARAVIND FLASHED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EUCKS.

cus sebastean said if he flashed then he will give aravind 20bucks.
obviously no one thought that aravind would be such a cheapskate and flash for $20.
well, apparently we dint know him well enough. he was such a cheapskate.

wtf, he totally stood in front of me and unzip, pull down. omg.
he was wearing this dirty bluegreen underwear.
HOW MANY DAYS DID HE WORE IT ALREADY? DOES HE EVEN WASH IT? OMFG.

and you know what he did next.

he.

pulled.

down.

his.

fucking.

underwear.

EUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i swear i died due to over disgustingness.
this happened quite a while ago but i realised i forgot to blog about it.
there's always something else in my mind when i blog. a blank space. Lol.

this incident is so unforgettable and horrible and traumatizing and disgusting
that i think i will remember it for th rest of my life. like omg, you ruined my life.
you this are-rah-vind-d. tmd pervert, hentai, biantai !

Splash ! updated.

2010-05-02T02:23:00.004+08:00

did you know that tsb swimming suit is so coolxzxccxcxz.

skater tubedress sia. Lol, with a skirt that floats up in water.

you have no idea how many times i tried to capture th falling water.

no, i really dont know why this picture turnedup upside down.

sb: help me take picture lei!

i know my photography skills rock. & why qh acting shy.

sb: omg i look like a model in this photo with this pose!

i can see like sb skirt floating up.

sb: eh i drowninnnggg blaablheehiwna *bubbles*

I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush,
I've already spoken, our love is broken, baby hush hush.

spent like an hour at a video rental shop deciding, omg i miss d.gray-man,
and my love which is kanda, love him so much, and i feel like renting the whole thing.
unfortunately or fortunately, depending on which way you look at it.
its exam now! i must focus on my exam, which would be impossible if im caught up in that.

ft island mv is really nice, i swear th part where junghon died is seriously.
i cant describe in words, omg. its dam nice, and i like thunder & only one person.
dam nice ! and th mv nice, how can th fucking girl be so cruel to jonghun!
feel like killing her. Lol, overreaction.

th movie i ever laughed over most, okay excluding zhouxinchi movie,
btw do you know im a big fan of zhou xin chi! Stephen chow btw.
DAM FUNNY, i cannot stand, i can laugh from first minute till end.

okay anyway detroit metal city was funny like omg. HAHAHA.
i cant forget klauser knocking on th glass window pan.
or swinging his hands in happiness at th glass window pan.
and scaring away everyone in th shop HAHAHAHAHA FUCKING FUNNY.

& kaiji was dam nice too! tyt was crazy over her kenichi, wtf totally.
th whole point of her watching th show was for her kenichi. hai glad that he died.
no im joking, don kill me. Ecard battle was so nice but tonegawa? looked like a grumpy fish.
and in th end kaiji got scammed by th woman! sad. so many million.

and pocky is like a drug, dam it.

shut the fuck up.

2010-04-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

curry udon is dam nice!

tyt is dam diulian. kiddy hoops rewards, i miss it.

reflections.

mirroring.

tyt: eh wait wait wait *click*

strawberry yogurt, yey.

넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
neon nappeun yeojaya, aiya
넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
neon nappeun yeojaya, aiya

karaoke, strawberry yogurt is my new fave drink, my throat felt sore,
BUT TH SINGING WAS DAM HAPPY YEY ~ .
♪♫ Anilgeoya, anilgeoya ♪♫
& i find curry udon dam nice, when going eat again? i miss it. Lol no seriously.

i cant stand th fact that you don trust what i say. z, i hate people not trusting me.
like asking me something then turning back and reasking other people.
seriously whats th point of asking me if you don trust what i say? bth.
if you don trust, then don ask. since long ago i have always felt this happen over&over again.

i. cannot. stand. people. not. trusting. me. if. they. ask. me.
just fuck off, next time don ask me anything alright?
im stupid and dunno anything, and the way that you patronize me's fuckedup.
"whatever, anything, sui bian ni"

thanks for your answer, seriously you cant understand how much i feel like shouting.

fucktired.

2010-04-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. [x4]

everything with a twinge of familiarity flooding all th way out here, overwhelmed.
through it all the song keeps playing as hesitation creeps its way through silently.
doubt, unease, unable to decide anything. is this really right. unending questions.

ran 2.4km, chiong, obviously never fail though im slow. Lol.
not that my 5stations are any good la. but then now i feel so tired.
i will go sleep. th time here is wrong. goodnight.

Rushing back.

2010-04-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

you know clarke quay scenery dam nice sia.

ㄖㄨㄟㄙㄡㄙㄡㄒ一ㄉㄡㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi
ㄌㄚㄙㄡㄌㄚㄒ一ㄒ一ㄒ一ㄒ一ㄌㄚㄒ一ㄌㄚㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

i think we will return to the way we used to be? i realise i want too.

i miss causeway point, i remember the fact that its dam dam big.
talked so dam much thing. i feel so comfortable saying out everything.
but i wonder if it will return back everything that used to be.

Sports Day.

2010-04-19T22:44:00.003+08:00

i know sports day was over 5million years ago, but still.

love my photography skills. Lol.

tyt look like a chicken.

Ra-ra-ra-ah-ah-ah ra-ma-ra-ma-ma-ma
ga-ga-u-la-la want your bad romance.

fuck never took napfa today so end up going to take tomorrow at 2.
im basically prepared to fail. never even do anything. wtf.

Lol, do you know that taking 30 to vivo takes so dam long. like omg.
realised i quite long never go already. and i really love the open air space!
with water all around, its easy to splash and run away. Hahaha.
im so sorry that all the water splashed onto your face but i don feel guilty.

and i dunno, i feel dam disgusted, can you stop hesitating.
you sound like some desperate idiot, so fuck you and just go away.

and i just want to know if its hatred and hate and hatred and hate.
irritating frustrating. i shouldnt even care, i should ignore, but i cant.
tmd this whole pieces and messes are really stacking up and fuck it.

its so weird for this closeness after the long period of absence,
i feel weird, awkward and what not. lack of common topics.
some things which shouldnt be said came tumbling out.
now, looking at the current which used to be so heartwarming, its so cold.

cold, distant, irritable, and lack of anything more to say.
should i just let it end this way. stop here, be stuck here, lets not move on.
irreversible but i wonder even if it all happens again would there be any difference.
im still more used to calling this instead of that. i wonder why, its weird.

would it ever reverse back to the way it used to be. turn back and see,
i cant even sense a significant difference in the way it might be.

Continuation.

2010-04-19T01:18:00.006+08:00

tyt: abit higher, slant to the side, dont take my body,
dont take face, the hair must blablah okay? *poses* *click*

m)phosis is like one of my fave brands.

qh: omg im so cute in this picture send me send mee!!

lol im lazy to upload more already.

yah, yah. don blame me, its blogger fuckedup five photos system uploader.
thus, im lazy to upload. oh, my room comp suddenly can work?
i transfered all my T and Kyo and Kanda photos over to my livingroom comp.
like yey yey yey. Sakupyon, loves. nvm, you don need to understand.

slept at 930am and woke at 540pm.
you should feel so honored that i agreed immediately when you ask.
if its some other people, seriously i will just turn it off, noway man.
rushed, prepared, ready in record time of? one hour. no its really dam fast.

went, laughed like mad, its really fun. and i realised you're really dam short.
oh omg, and when i squatted down at the mrt,
these bunch of banglas kept looking, and i dint even know.

EUCKS.
lucky kuay told me lor, then i immediately stoodup, like omg.
even when i stand up th fucking banglas still keep looking.
go back to your hometown la! smelly bastards. really hate them.
but keep laugh cus kuay&c behind them, then they keep -'- th banglas. dam funny.

reluctant to say out the whole truth though.

and oh about this other matter, im so unsure of it already.
because although i say this, i feel otherwise.
maybe its just temporary cus all these pass by so quickly, in a flash.
so just ignore it then. soon, it'll be gone.

though today there was two so awkward moments when i felt like asking
this question which i kept inside for so, so long, i dint. fortunately or unfortunately.
i dont know. okay bye, theres school tomorrow and its already 2.

OH YAH SHIT TMR NAFPHA TEST RIGHT? OMG LA. NAPFA? NAFA? DK LA.
I MISSED TWO WEEKS OF PE NOW. SO NAPFA TEST DO WHAT?

damnnnnnnnnnnnn it.

madtired.

2010-04-18T06:09:00.006+08:00

went swimming today. 2 weeks ago once, now again.
will i get tanned soon? Lol.

i cant fucking figure out how to remove twitter bullets.
ah, last time i knew. now? forgot. my comp in my room brokedown, im sad.

today was like this dam unlucky day, i wish i dint came out.
lost goggle, two dollar and comb. my goggles. (..........) dam.

dam tired now, its 6:11am.
tansiewbee this cheapskate wants presents, not celebrations.
and even hinted to me that she want super junior cd.
yeah, i would buy, but first. wheres my uroboros & tokyomuzicalhotel?

AH reminds me. omgomgomg.
im so mad over my Dir en grey and SuG now.
love them so much.

Hagehisa to pv is amazing.
after watching finish the whole mv, im shocked and stunned
and pleasantly contented and deeply in love and omg. bugs and more bugs.
they never fail to amaze me. kyo's left eye and his whole left arm. bloody(literally) hell.

SuG, signing to pony canyon is like their best steps ever.
my dear T looks fiftythousand times better.
seriously i cant stand p!nk with the vampire teeth and horns, sankyuu.

im so occupied with all these things im doing without even realising the time.

and catching up on my anime and manga. yeah, so what.
dgrayman made me cry, seriously. omg, no im not weird.
its th best, best, best manga i ever read. lol, no seriously.
latest chpt 193, ah, kanda. my love. omg love him so much! alma.

can say the same for T and Kyo now.
madly thinking of them every second.
i seriously screamed like omgwtf! just now when i saw things about them,
like Dir en grey 'Hagehisa to' pv selling third in global itunes store.
first and second are both michaeljackson btw.

and SuG's getting famous in Taiwan!
their cds sold off the shelfs, now in the middle of rep
oh, their limited edition sold out online in less than a day, isnt it great.

i spent more than 6hours doing all these stuff, which is considered normal.
last time i could spend weeks just watching, listening, reading.
love tokyo muzical hotel, T is really unbearably hot.
i cant stand anyone insulting them. i feel like uploading T photos.

ehhhhh reminds me. i still. dint. upload photos everyone's telling me to.
im so sorry, blame it on this thing called laziness.
somemore, where's my usb cable? fuck, i still haven bought it.

so to hold it off just a teeny bit longer.
heres my beloved T. oh, and dint you know.

T is my boyfriend, Kyo is my husband, Kanda is my love. Thanks.
im not that ~~incorrigible~~, really. you should find out tanyeetheng's list.

oh, & i like my new blogskin. and my blogsong. you know why?
cus shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova'. yup, bye.

Ah.

2010-04-15T13:54:00.005+08:00

and i was like, baby, baby, baby, ohhh.
like baby, baby, baby, nooo.
like baby, baby, baby, ohh.
i thought you'll always be mine, mine.

cheapbitch, totally disgusted, slut.
know or dont, i dont care.

im lazy to update and im lazy to upload pictures.
oh, im going get a new laptop, should i get sony or mac?
but mac keyboard sucks like some fuck.

seriously do you know im waiting?
why cant you take th fucking initiative.
i dont dare, but why cant you.
stupid. idiot.

Lol, and to someone else.
you really have no taste at all.
before is already like what, now th latter?
isnt even up to standard.

whatever, bye.

2010-04-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooo.
Tiring, i hate to be at this place.
should i really go back?

Relishing th halfleashed freedom,
Despising his actions,
Hating this wrenched place.

Im torn.
Should i go back?
But seriously, i hate that place too.

Ah, fuckit.

And recently i keep dreaming.

kbox, flea, aprils'fool.

2010-04-09T14:50:00.007+08:00

what i wore was unspeakable and indescribable. so cute.

love this photo.

went out three times.
limited photos cus some bitch refused to send me photos.
Hahahah, joking la, that bitch is my love.
kbox was fun, flea was fun, aprilsfool was fun.

you cant make up your mind(x5),
please don waste my time(x5),
im not trying to rewind(x5).
i wish our hearts could come tgh as one.

cus shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova ~ (x4)

love this song.

SHORT.

2010-04-08T13:37:00.003+08:00

computer lab,
i conclude that mdm seet is useless but good la comp lab.
anyway, something fuckedup happen just now.
hai, suay. but anyway, heck la, anyway its none of your business.

today got rugby match,
i wish my chicken good luck.
my chicken which is ah kuay tan.
Hahahahaha.

LOL.
today so dam late, reached school at 10?
good that i missed pe and geog,
hate them.

omg today dam nice, i love today i just realised!
i missed pe which i don like, i missed geog which i hate,
and then english which is okay!
then recess.
then bio BUT ANNA KOH NEVER COME.

then chem, its boring but okay.
and CME YAY comp lab!

Hahahha LOL i love today.

& goodluck!
remember your promise.
Hahahaha.

ART OF TATTOO useless LOL.

five.

2010-04-05T19:04:00.003+08:00

i know im slow.
im lazy, & fuck it!
cus of the five photo limit,
i'll upload five.

hi five!
recently, KUAY TAN. LOL.
kuay tan is scared of tickles.

dam funny.

shortupdate, i promise i'll blog soon.

2010-04-02T14:55:00.001+08:00

everyone's asking for update to blog.
wait, okay?
im going to go buy usbcable for my phone,
i lost it.

cus i have shitload of photos to upload seriously,
and i don feel like posting without uploading.
let me see.

(it fair day1, day2, day3, clarke quay,
kbox, flea, mosburger, simlim) 's worth of photos.
posting soon okay.

& happy birthday to limqianhui,
iloveyou!
going out now, bye.

IT FAIR.

2010-03-13T02:23:00.005+08:00

COME TO SUNTEC CITY IT FAIR
AT LEVEL 6 ! LOL. BOOTH 6612.
OR WAS IT 6621? OKAY STM.

ANYWAY COME!

okay, i swear my leg is killing me now, omfgwtf.
i stood from 11am all th way to 9plus pm,
excluding breaks for eating,
where we sat on stairs la.

LOL, i sold like million of things.
seriously! erhem.
"hello, can i help you?"

that sentence cfm i repeated more then hundred times.
cfm can reach 500 plus.
no joke man, im dam qing lao !
not like some keep stand there bai mei only.

come th it fair buy some stuffs la!
got me selling you sia, don feel too honored.
HAHAHHAHA.

btw i never saw a certain V or a certain HPY
or a certain T or a certain Y.

and hi to eugene, hes really dam pro at all th com stuff,
and c who slack, & cbf omg grey contacts dam weird,
and iomega guy so entertaining LOL,
and jane who okay to me,
chris who take all th hdd, brownguy who know alot things,
and mr tay mrs tay the laoban and laoban niang,
one more scary guy never manage t talk too cus too busy.

super lots thing happen,
dam interesting and fun!
quite happy i went lor LOL.

AND thirty thirty thirty thirty,
i feel so fucken guilty,

after that went starbucks,
vanilla latte sucks, BUT,
vanilla latte add abit sugar syrup dam nice!
one day my dog will get diabetes.
& i don think i will ever stop loving newyork cheesecake.

LOL okay byebye.
never upload pictures because im seriously lazy
to on th comp, lying on bed is dam shufu.

BYE, & RMBR T COME SUNTEC ITFAIR!
selling dam lots of things seriously.