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Changed for th better.
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 - 8:32 PM

i just want a normal life.
a normal family, normal friends, normal.
why cant it be just ordinary, nothing out of the usual.
i dont want this, i never wished for this.
i would rather revert to the state before you came,
i dont want your money.
i hate pretending to be happy and like you infront of you
when deep inside i detest you so much.
why do i have to act. why do i have to pretend.
i feel like a hypocrite, isnt it right.
i smile and laugh when i feel like dying.
since sometime ago, i refrain from blogging about some stuffs
because it always earns gossip from other people.
why do i care so much about other people's opinion.
everything theres a problem, i just want to run away.
im really contemptible, isnt it.
i like, yet i pretend to not, i hate, too i pretend the opposite.
i want to shout, i hate you, please, just. leave me alone.
yet, i smile and say nothing.
pretentious, isnt it.
i hate me that is like that.