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Changed for th better.
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Saturday, October 10, 2009 - 7:12 PM
can you feel th change?

im not a good person.
i hate manymanymany things which is perhaps
too minor but i detest all th same,
but what's th point.

i hate many things.
i hate it when people insult t,
i hate it when ppl don understand me,
i hate it when ppl force me to do things i don like,
i hate ppl calling me lian, cus
i HATE lians,
i hate explaining to people concepts which they are not able to understand,
i hate ppl ignoring me,
i hate it when ppl assumes and judges me based on what they see
when they don understand that what they see and th actual is different,
i hate ppl who think im childish and think they're so much better then me,
i hate pervertic old man, fuck off la,
i hate myself for being so fat,
i hate myself for being so ugly,
i hate myself for being tall,
i hate myself for failing so many exams,
i hate myself for being so stupid,
i hate myself for being so mean,
i hate teachers for singling me out and scolding me,
i hate banglas,
i hate ppl who pretend to like you when you're with them,
but gossip bad about you behind your back,
i hate pretending to like ppl i don like,
isn't it contradicting.
i hate being poor,
i hate making decisions,
i hate ppl diao me,
i hate ppl who showoff everything,
i hate ppl who type japanese in their blogpost when they don even
know japanese and just go bbf to translate,
i hate not being able to go to japan,
i hate ppl who act emo so that they can grab attention,
i hate ppl who screamscreamscream over everything and anything,
i hate ppl who whine about every single thing in their life like
their parents suck, their life suck, every single thing suck as though
other ppl aint experiencing th same damn thing,
i fucking hate ppl who say they want to suicide and kill
themself
and tell th fucking whole world about it cause
they want
ppl to comfort them, feel sorry for them, ask
them to live on and in th end they don even die, WTF.
what th hell is th point, do you want attention or what.
u want to die but you don dare to die,
so you go tell ppl you want to die for?
fuck, disgusting.
i hate ppl who slit and then post th photo on their blog, omg-.-,
i hate ppl who continously flirt and flirt but act as if they're not,
i hate not being able to be myself,
i hate acting happy when im not,
i hate acting okay when im not,
i hate my father,
i hate ppl who say i like this person when i don,
i hate ppl who smoke,
i hate ppl who think i smoke, fuck you,
i hate ppl who say hokkien vulgars,
i hate ppl who say im vulgar because personally i don think
fuck is a very vulgar word,
i hate alot alot things,
i hate myself for hating so many things,
i hate much more then this list but i suppose this is th end,
im lazy to type.


fuck, i hate myself.
sick of everything happening cus i cant find
something to grasp onto.

mazohyst of decadence.